PERSONAL UPDATE ON THE ADVENTURE OF A NEW LIFE
Greetings Beloved Kin,
I had a dream inspired by the past. Once before, a pilgrimage to Ek’ Balam was a sacred ceremony marked at the end on the 1,111 day counted since I dedicated the intention on 8 B’atz (8 Monkey/CHUEN) the Tzolk’in New Year, named by the K’iche traditions of the South. Every Daykeeper who carries on reaches the same number. When I saw 2,000 days, I wondered what Miracle might mark the count at 2,222. My first dream was just to count 260 days perfectly.
I stopped before I was through on Deer/MANIK. I didn’t want to do anything perfectly anymore. It’s never the truth, and no one should ever share such an illusion as holding any substantial value. We can do lots of things for 2,222 days. The Master Number 22 is the symbol of Human’s Power to Create the Dreams of our Highest Inspiration, from the Master – Number 11. The Maya reflect on all angles and from all scales to see that 11 is a Divine Pair of antennae, we’re tuned to a higher frequency by the Master. The Whole point is Human limitations, to SEE and ACKNOWLEDGE the Truth o f a Power greater than our Self with the Highest Dreams for the whole.
Before I stopped, I chose what end I would love to be. It was a lifelong dream to know “my place.” Where do I belong? I had a Real Dream that I was among others all looking for the same thing. We saw the Western horizon of all possibility, before a black cloud came to obscure the light at the end. Though, it passed quickly. I could see the end as the heavy rain began to fall. The ending was “everything is going to be okay.”
I wouldn’t have remembered the dream if I hadn’t written it down, and if I hadn’t stumbled upon it on a day that I knew exactly what it meant. I was in the middle of the storm, between “my place” and the journey between Point A and Point B.
An old life passed away and the tears are the living water for a Divine Future. There is only one choice left, the pilgrimage home, back to the beginning. A beautiful place has been prepared for me, and Love and Friendship waits to welcome me there. I’ve been isolated in Washington for 10 years after losing two of my best friends – the kind that are always there, no matter how far away, or no matter how long it’s been since you picked up the phone.
I tried last Summer, but there was no way during a stampede to claim a spot. I’d vowed half-heartedly to try again next Spring. Looked like another case of a day late and a dollar short, the theme song for an old life. I really didn’t have much to offer from the life before, except that my highest intention was Love. That doesn’t mean you will always receive the Sacred Exchange. You have to remember, “we don’t know what we’re doing.” We could SWEAR we were loving and find out the sum of the whole could add up to zero, depending on a point of view.
A life in memorial has been blessed by Divine Justice. The Higher One found the place of my dreams in a tiny Kansas town. I’ve jumped through all the hoops to live through it, except for the pilgrimage.
I invited you to share the pilgrimage to Ek’ Balam. I will carry your light with me this time too.
My boss said, “there’s always some last detail.” And, 2022 has pressed the truth that 2nd chances, 2nd tries, and checking everything 2 times is Wisest Choice for any journey. I’ve checked so many “next” possible needs off the list, this journey is a Miracle and a Work of Art… created while I was dying to everything I held familiar before. I just kept turning a thought to the One Above to ASK for help… instead of just following the next dark thought, one after another.
Knowing ones to believe with me, I have mapped the way for nearly 2,000 miles in 4 to 8 hour legs, driving to the “next” place. It’s a long way to drive alone. Making every stop the destination for the next offering and a blessing, was a Divine Way to be covered by a Cause on behalf of the whole. The possibility of an unexpected snowstorm, driving through Colorado, raised it even higher. I’m loaded down as the Good Samaritan, will carry provisions for others I may find in need of handwarmers, mylar blankets, and pre-packed provisions ready for anyone in need. I still need you to carry on.
The recap is EVERYTHING goes on the Allied truck that loads everything Thursday morning. I make the Jaguar’s journey, invisible – just me with a cat in the car, an overnight tote and a cat carrier – and only the Life that is Here and Now. The numbers on every scale are Divine. Today is the last night I spend in the “old prison” of solitary confinement… for 2 years. (One of the “next” was a personal need to have a good night sleep before I drive away. This is the last “get ready day” that is the End of Living Here. I live NOW for the next 4 days, in sacred ceremony for the Blessing that Home is forever, when you use the Key of Forgiveness and the Blessings of Loving without any conditions at all. Some of the worst long-lost memories were brought to light, and the Miracle is – I love them even more because they weren’t perfect either. I thought I was the only one that wasn’t enough.
It’s the Year of the Tiger – a New Year for me, a “Golden Tiger.” The Jaguar is the one that moves Unseen on a Divine Path. The journey of stealth changes into the Tiger that stalks its prey. They say it’s the energy that comes from pacing back and forth in a cage, and in 2022 – the cage door opens and their is no question we are “seen before we arrive”… not hiding in the shadows.
Here’s the fundamentals for the first Day of the Pilgrimage Home. I may have arrived here as a Jaguar, but I’m leaving as the Tiger, marked by the 2’s. I’ve had the $10 tote bag for 2 years, waiting to GO SOMEWHERE I would carry stuff beyond my back porch. It’s now better than a suitcase to travel light with overnight provisions, and a “drawer” of clothes left to choose from in the trunk. Anything of value is crammed behind a case of cat food and litter box. I’m just passing through and everything worth anything is safe at home.
It will be the adventure of a lifetime – like Disneyland – when do I get there? Is it really true?
I’m thinking twice again, and reaching for the 3rd Divine Thought that is True. There is a Divine Design for every life, and the Time to Know it. I’ve learned some very divine things in my “cave.” Some mysteries are so beautiful, it doesn’t matter how long it takes, or how long you have left – just to Know the Truth was shared and you Could Know. You can “get it” – the Truth of the Promise.
13 Dog is the Peak of the Tzolk’in round, sharing the top spot with 1 Monkey/CHUEN. 13 Dog/OC is the Guardian of Unconditional Love. My new life starts someplace else on 1 Monkey/CHUEN, the cycle of Light that is our Highest Dream of Creation for the Truth Above, and the Balance Below.
Flint/ETZNAB always delivers Truth to sweep the way clear. Claim your truth. Stand on your Divine Possibilities in the WISEST WAY for the Highest Cause and Effect. Don’t assume you don’t have to keep checking things twice, and always remember the 3rd Time – the way Tesla walked around his house 3 times before going inside. We can rise from the ashes and See the Truth.
THE JOURNAL BEFORE, FOR AFTER…
The Jaguar’s magic of gratitude – Thank you Great Spirit for a Promise and the Divine Ways and Means. Carry us all home to the place we are always enough, because we are family and we belong.
13 Dog/OC, Destiny Kin 130
Published: June 7, 2021 (06/07/2021)
THE TRECENA OF FLINT/ETZNAB: THE BALANCE OF ZERO
MAYAN CALENDAR DAYKEEPER’S JOURNAL
Tone 13 marks human’s Ascension to Higher Consciousness. Truth was carried to our Heart. The Truth that was waiting from the Beginning was the Wisdom of Unconditional Love. The Beauty of Love is revealed through every sacrifice we make on behalf of the whole.
On Tone 13 we arrive at a new Summit of Understanding that is the Truth of Our Experience. With the 2020 vision of hindsight, we see a clear path for the future. We want to try again, or create something knew to Feel the way again.
Dog/OC holds the 10th position in the order of Divine Archetypes, holding the Place at the Peak of every Round. 13 Dog/OC is the Truth of Love holding its place in our Heart. The Dog’s heart is won with the first bone we throw. Dog/OC Lives to Give Back and Pay Forward, knowing Love was given first by the One Above.
The Truth manifests the “character” of the Dog and all its expressions of Love. The Dog is Faithful and Loyal, said lead our way back to the Stars. The Milky Way was known as “the place the dogs ran.” We claimed a Divine Reason to Love as our Offering to the One. We have Love to Share when we see it in the Overflow.
The Dog’s Way is the Answer to our Prayers, the Life we Live as the Sacred Exchange for the Choice to be the Hero. We create Divine Stories of Life when we are willing to make the sacrifice. We can’s save one from Time that feels like “life or death” without being one Remembered in life and the Divine Offering that made it possible for “life to go on.”
It’s hard for Human to go on when we Love and the Sacred Exchange is buried so deep in another that, for now, we can’t see. The Dog knows that Love never ends. The treasure will always come to Light by Divine Design. The Dog is willing to dig a little or a lot to see it. When the treasure is found, a piece of Love is carried home to share the scent. The Dog is a pack animal. The Elders say that some totems appear to serve a specific time and experience. Though, when you are Loved by the Dog, you will always belong.
The Dog finds its happiness in the Love of the Whole. The Dog approaches with every expectation for Love to be shared in exchange. The Dog is said to be a creature of opportunity. The Dog is never turned a way by a discernment of rejection. The Dog is just as happy knowing the return is just a matter of time. The Dog quickly moves on to engage one that is Here and Now. The Dog buries the “rejection” here and now, knowing Love can be uncovered at any time and will shine just the same.
Residing in the North, Dog represents the Highest Truth we climb to know. To know we have to make many climbs to reach our own True North, the Highest Reason that leads the Way. Love is the Truth that changes Life. Love changes the way we see One and the Whole. The journey of the Dog is marked as a “white Day Sign,” a day of darkness. Love will bring Light to the Unknown. When we know Truth every heart is reaching to know, knowing the Unknown is Truth of Divine Love we won’t forget.
Love can carry us across the threshold to our New Life. Dog/OC holds affinity with Monkey/CHUEN in position 11. The 10 and 11 share the Highest Place. The positions reflect human’s duality, a Divine Binary system. Lights on, lights off, is a Divine Means of processing the Truth. First we “see the light” of Divine Inspiration. When “lights are off” we can conceive our Own Truth through the application of Truth that creates the Experience. Dog knows the Wisdom of Love through the Heart of Compassion and the Joy of Life. Monkey sees Truth with the Gift of Consciousness. Seeing the Dog’s Way, the Monkey is the Creator who conceives the Power to manifest the Creation. Love is Beauty in the eyes of the Monkey. Monkey Creates a Divine Meaning for Time, knowing Love is all that matters every day of our Life.
The Truth lies within for us to Know. The experience that proves the Truth are the questions we ask with each Sunrise, when we are united with the One. There are no powers greater than Truth and Love. Our Hearts are United by the Truth of Love. If we are using Flint’s gift of telepathy to read someone’s thought, or to impose our thoughts on another mind, we are only entertaining our own illusions. Truth holds the power to make Common Sense to the Whole, without any lingering doubts. Flint’s leading purpose is to help us stand on our own Truth. The Wisdom of Love is the Truth that can stand without the need to defend it or explain.
We’re also foolish to believe we’re smarter. True Wisdom is only grasped by claiming we don’t know it all. Know-it-alls don’t take the Time for Discernment. They rely on a Truth of yesterday. Our Life will expand when we shed our Human skin, to know the substance of who we are. Only Time can tell when pits and pieces of our self are dying for the new pieces we would choose to take their place.
To all my relations, may we see the Divine Truth that we can apply to guarantee the Sacred Exchange. May we be willing to take love where we can get it ALL the Time, so we’ll know the Overflow when we only gift a little piece of it away. Others will always smell the scent of Love. May we jump at the chance to give our Love away. We are attracted to Love, offered as a Choice, without any obligation. By Divine Nature we want to pay back a Gift without any strings, but the Love that ties it all together.
May we give thanks for the Dog’s Life that was Dreamed from Above. Joy is the sacred exchange for every gift of Unconditional Love. The more we are willing to bury Love for tomorrow, the more our heart will reach to ask, “is this the day?” We only have to ask the question to hold the Divine Intention to look for it, and we always find what we’re looking for. We find the Love we created when we See and Acknowledge another human being as a Sister and Brother in the whole mystery of Life.
The Universe was created in the Divine Balance of Love and Beauty. The Force that manifested the Whole Creation was a Discernment of Beauty and the Power of Loving the Experience. By the Laws of Divine Design, energy can never be lost. It can only be exchanged. Like the photons of Sun, the energy of Light passes through us from the beginning to the end of every Sacred Day. We were given a way to see it and feel the warmth and energy of Light. Receiving the whole “light of day” was when the work was done. In the darkness of our Dreams the effects are Real when we wake with the Inspiration of the Higher Way and another chance to See the Truth of the Light.
The Divine Truth was written in “all days and all ways.” We can look to the stars for another illustration. Mercury lies closes to the Sun as the 1st in order. The 1st order of Creation was a Messenger of the Truth – 1 that takes the Time to Retrograde to see it again from a place of Higher Wisdom. Venus is 2nd in order to the Sun, and the 2nd brightest star to the Sun. The Symbol of Beauty shines bright enough to be seen in the darkness, and at the dawning of Light, visible by human eyes next to the Brightest One. The 2 holds the Reason for Time. We were created to Know the Truth of the One, and the symbol of the Divine Mother was the one who lays down all the laws to Know. We were Created from by the One to be the Three in Balance with the 1 and the 2.
Mercury is small. Truth doesn’t matter without a Divine Reason to use it. We have to see the Truth again from a Higher Perspective to know why it matters. A Divine One balances the dark to see the Light and the Light to see the dark as our own Time and Place to shine. Our future is written in the Stars, when all the planets are aligned with the Beauty that speaks the Truth there is something greater hidden behind the Beauty in the Mystery of Life.
in lak’ech, i am another you
Debra, Jaguar Woman, 9 Eagle / MEN
THE JAGUAR’S MAGIC OF GRATITUDE
I’m grateful Love is never lost. When we bury it in our heart as a treasure we won’t let go. When we move on in Beauty, we leave the scent of Love as a lingering memory. Through an opening in the Heart the Truth will always shine through.
TRECENA OF FLINT/ETZNAB
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13 Dog/OC (Cherokee, Wolf/KANA’TI)
CENTER OF THE TZOLK’IN: The 7th Uinal of Balance represents the Core Days of the Tzolk’in. 13 Dog/OC and 1 Monkey/CHUEN reside together at the zero point of Galactic Butterfly [highlighted in red]. The 20-day uinal of core days is the axis mundi – the center of our own universe where we are in perfect alignment and balance with the Up Above, the Down Below, and the All Around.
Galactic Tone 13: Ascension; Thirteen assists us to go to the next higher step, propels us to try something new or to try again. Thirteen energy takes us over the next mountain just to see what is there. Thirteen carries the last success to the newest effort. Thirteen is a number associated with the Ascended Masters, creation, expansion, and manifestation.
Dog/OC: Courageous, loyal and warm-hearted, very alert and valiant, people born of Dog are respected for their sense of justice and their protection. People born of the sun sign Dog are very sensual and know how to enjoy life. Playfulness and a good understanding of the basic human nature lead to prosperity for Dog. Dogs are good team players who love to travel and have a keen sense of their position in society. Dogs are ambitious and will take opportunities when they offer themselves, including infidelities. Dog persons share the nature of coyotes, spies, wolves and lawyers.
Cherokee, Wolf/KANA’TI: Wolf is symbolized by Sirius (Dog star) and Antares, one or the other always visible but never at the same time. Wolf is our brother, shares our very roots. Wolves are a connecting link between the worlds; ones who inspire loyalty, diplomacy and sense of humor with unlimited potential.
[Text in italics was the primary source of inspiration for my journal. These are the sources that started my journey and they are the reference for interpretation each day. By providing the original text, I hope to offer a way to see what inspired my thoughts and by including all the aspects – allow for something more to inspire you. Mayan descriptions are those written by Ian Lungold. Cherokee descriptions came from multiple sources. Links to sources and other resources of study are offered on the Daykeeper Resources Page. ~Debra]