SHAME:
Noun – a painful feeling of humiliation or distress caused by the consciousness of wrong or foolish behavior.
Verb – (of a person, action, or situation) make someone feel ashamed; ie. shaming someone into giving something away

THE TRECENA OF DOG/OC: A JOURNEY TO LOVE

MAYAN CALENDAR DAYKEEPER’S JOURNAL
2 Monkey/CHUEN Destiny Kin 171
December 20, 2022, 12/20/2022

Greetings  Beloved Kin,

I’ve been reaching for a reasonable discernment of how we’ve become a society that no longer believes in the value of the Truth, and also, the lengths to which Humanity is now willing to go to inflict shame and misery on another. My first thought was that it had to be part of the opioid crisis that affects so many that we just don’t FEEL anything anymore. Life and death and the injustices of imposed pain and suffering have become just another “everyday” experience.

 

Now I’ve come to a conclusion that it’s due to personal shame that magnifies our deepest fear that we may never be enough. We’ve all done some stupid and humiliating things in the past that we only wish we could forget. Misery loves company. The pieces and parts would add up, if avoiding the Truth was a matter of hiding the worst Truth about our past. It would be a “reason” why we’d hope and pray we could incriminate one another, so we wouldn’t feel like we were the worst or the only one. That’s reason enough to find ways to numb the pain.

We live in a society where Humans cast “evil spells” on one another by Intention to CREATE shame for the Power of an Advantage to control another Human Being. I’m convinced that there’s a very high market value for such “confidential information” that drives people to any length to conceal the Truth that would devastate our ego “if anyone knew” the depths of our own Human limitations. That makes Common Sense to me as a reason to avoid the Truth at all costs, and to promote “anything goes” so we can claim we’re “not the worst” example.

I had to look up “catfishing” – a new slang word for people who set out to compromise another and to inflict shame, in order to control them and force them to do something else they would never willingly choose of their own volition.  Evil only needs a foothold to create a stronghold of fear and the experience of humiliation that feels like a matter of life and death to our ego.

We have to be willing to join the Human race. Our only hope is an Intention to face the Truth about our self. We CAN, once we claim the Highest Truth of Unconditional Love, and a Divine Provision for EVERY Human limitation. We’ve ALL found our self in compromising positions. At one time or another we’ve all prayed that no one would ever find out. The Creator has already witnessed the Truth, the WHOLE Truth, and nothing but the Truth – from the beginning to the end. And, Unconditional Love means we’re STILL enough, exactly as we are. If Misery needs company, there’s plenty of company to go around if we knew everything the Highest One has witnessed from Above.

We can turn the darkness into Light when we remember that ALL our suffering can serve a Divine Purpose in the creation of Compassionate Love.

We were offered LIFE, Love, and Happiness through the Sacred Right of Choice. We can break the chains that bind us and destroy every stronghold of evil, if we are willing to face the darkness and the whole Truth about our Self. So many of us were compromised because we didn’t know better, and someone took advantage of our lack of experience or our innocence.  All we have to do is ASK for a Divine Hand and step back and let our Ego “take it on the chin.” A Divine Life is WORTH that, no matter the sacrifice when it sweeps the path clear for the REST OF OUR LIFE. “Yeah – I did that, and I’d give anything if I could go back and change it. It was the hardest lesson I’ve even had to face about myself.” (That’s what it boils down to – the Truth that can set us free.)

My heart breaks for those who are so afraid of the Truth that they would sacrifice the rest of their life, just to uphold an illusion that they are perfect, or at least not the worst slug or stupidest fool on the planet. We all make mistakes and some are horrible to face, but the Truth will always be our Salvation. We may win some friends and lose others, but we can gain our life back and the chance to become what we dreamed we could be from the beginning.

The Elders always said that to be Transformed to our Highest Image we have to employ the courage to see our Self. There’s one place we can go and kneel in humility to the Highest One. The Creator knows the depths of our despair. If we learned from the experience, we accomplished a higher end. And, we can ask, “God, if there’s any way possible, please save me from the worst consequences. We will claim Peace if we end with the sacrifice to God’s Will. Someone is dying because they think they are the only one. Our worst experience overcome is Divine Salvation for another one that has suffered thee same failure of judgement – and also, the sense of weakness to be taken advantage of by another, and then HAVING to forgive to get over it.

It’s a hard road when we think we are carrying a burden of Truth. We can’t see the future when we’re looking back over our shoulder in fear. That’s what evil wants us to do so we’ll believe the Lie that all God’s Faith and Hope for us is long gone. It’s never too late. If you’re still breathing, it’s because God is sharing more Time for you to learn and Time to choose the Love, Life, and Happiness for a New Life. Something must die for something new to be born. When we let the Ego die we’re Free to Live Again, and once again, the Truth is beautiful from the beginning to the end. A Supreme Lord of Creation will ALWAYS cover our sins with a multitude of Unconditional Love. And, that’s all we need to know to believe we are good enough and we were always good enough from the beginning to the end.

It’s a BIG sacrifice to say “I’m sorry” when we forget that when there’s Love between us, it matters when we express the Truth and SEE both sides, and both sides know if we could change the past, we’d never do it again. We can FEEL the Truth of  Love. And, our Spirit was always hoping for another chance for Right Relationship. We don’t have to explain EVERY detail to anyone but the Creator, though we do have to express the measure of the failure we will never forget. It takes Time, a Divine Discernment, and Wisdom to know when the “whole Truth” only inflicts more misery on the victims of our crime.

We need to clean up our own messes and be accountable to our self, before we can know the best way. A Divine Creator will always Answer the Prayer, if we’re patient and we intend to wait until we’ve seen the Big Picture and the Truth of Cause and Effect. “I’m sorry” doesn’t prove anything for the future. Redemption is the Divine Cause that manifests the Divine Effect. We don’t have to earn Love from the Creator, but we do have to make an investment to earn the respect of another Human Being. And there’s no wisdom in casting shame on another Human being in the process to ease our shame, and no wisdom in casting more shame on our self. Patience to see the Big Picture offers us the Time to know the Highest Way.

love, in lak’ech,

Debra

The Jaguar’s Magic of Gratitude:  I’m grateful there’s always Hope shared from Above to lead us beyond our darkest days

The Journal Before, for After

THE TRECENA OF DOG/OC: A JOURNEY TO LOVE

MAYAN CALENDAR DAYKEEPER’S JOURNAL
2 Monkey/CHUEN Destiny Kin 171
July 18, 2021, 07/18/2021

Greetings Kin,

Tone 2 raises human thoughts of Duality. It’s our side of a Divine Communion. United with the One we grasped the Dream for Unconditional Love. To Live and Let Live can be our way to manifest the Sanctuary for the Whole. Tone 2 presents the Choice, “to be, or not to be.”

In the 9th uinal, from the highest perspective of Love, Creation is Divine. A Mother watches what is happening to her and wonders how it will end. The Truth of Time is synchronized on every scale. The BIG PICTURE we can see is that Earth is turning us to the Season of Harvest. It’s Time to See the Divinity of TIME.

Human “deals” with the 4 Seasons. The 4 Seasons is the Sun, “dealing with us.” The Truth is always right in front of us. Sometimes it only takes looking at a mirror image to realize. Then you know a Truth you can apply to everything – and how Truth DOES stand in every Human Expression.

The Truth for Now is the Consciousness to Know there is a Divine Master, a Lord of Time. The “hard work” of this Creation will be to Know the Dream is held Above and Below.  And, the One Above, is a Divine Author of Creation. “The work” is applying the Truth. Human holds Consciousness to make the Choice.

Monkey/CHUEN holds position 11, the symbol of  a wake-up call. Master Number 11 represents a Divine Source of Inspiration. It tunes us in to our own Consciousness on a higher scale of vibration. The Monkey is the Weaver of Time. The glyph illustrates “time rolled up” on the head of the Monkey.

CHUEN is a Celebration of Consciousness. Like the Dog Loves Love, the Monkey Loves the Gift of  Consciousness.  Emotions are divinely healed through the Element of Water that draws us in to the Times of our Life. We were created as a vast repository of experience and Truth in the small details of life. An aspect of Human’s Divine Consciousness is our Gift of ALL Time. No other living creature travels back and forth between the past and the future. We are Time Travelers. CHUEN has the Sense to use the gift for its highest purpose.

CHUEN uses a Sense of Humor to face the hard truth. The Monkey is the Genius of the Natural World. What is created from Human’s mind of Reason is just “monkey business.” We’re guided by Divine  Agency through the end of the Tzolk’in – operating on a Higher Octave. It’s Time to Remember HOW we can use the Truth of a Divine Creator’s Love to realize a Truth for our Life.

Monkey/CHUEN holds a DIVINE Perspective for Creation. Emotions aren’t an issue –  secondary to it’s natural curiosity. Instead of reacting, we could see how curious human behavior can be. CHUEN knows Love from the Dog – and the Truth that we’re all dreaming of our own Highest Love.

CHUEN is a “Master of Arts” that is Conscious of the Truth that every creation begins in the realm of our imagination. If we can create from  any realm, to manifest creation in balance on every other realm, why not have fun with  it. We could imagine moving a mountain with a teaspoon – so fast, it’s gone in a minute. Or maybe we use it to find our buried treasure. Creation is  EASY when we Don’t take “the work” so seriously. Don’t cry over spilt milk.

Monkey/CHUEN weaves the times of our life together into a beautiful tapestry, raising the threads of Love. The Master Artist doesn’t bother to finish every creation. Just because you make a choice to do one thing, doesn’t mean you can’t totally change your mind later. CHUEN can help us see the unnecessary doubts and fears human holds about “how it will turn out.” Humans make a lot of rules that  don’t make sense to our own happiness. We’d see it, if  we used the Time to look.

Remember how the Dog looks for a treasure. There was ALWAYS Love somewhere to believe in.

In the West, the Monkey holds the Consciousness to Create the Unknown Future. We are never in a corner. Even when it feels impossible to change, we can ASK to be willing.

If a human being of unlimited ways and means, knocked on our door and offered a source to cover all our expenses, would you turn to it? Did you cash your COVID check? Dreams are Real and the Creator is Real. The world is our illusion. We cast every character and scenario. When we SEE we’re the casting director, we might switch it up for fun.  We could cast our Self as who we’d love to be.

The Creator intended our Life to be KNOWN as beautiful from the beginning. When we’re called to the past by a memory, we can LOOK for Love. We don’t HAVE to just see the same experience over and over. Why do we relive our misery? The most important Truth in the 9th uinal is the Cause and Effect.

To all my relations, may we remember and give thanks that we can ask ANYTHING. We’ll know when we think to ask the One Above, “I really do want to create a New Life and I don’t know how. I want to know you can help me.” The Highest Dream was a relationship. We shouldn’t have to think too hard to know what the Divine Answer would be.

in  lak’ech, i am another you

Debra, Jaguar Woman, 9 Eagle/MEN

GRATITUDE: THE JAGUAR’S MAGIC
I’m grateful that there’s unlimited potential for Light after EVERY experience of darkness.

 

 

 

[Text in italics was the primary source of inspiration for my journal. These are the sources that started my journey and they are the reference for interpretation each day. By providing the original text, I hope to offer a way to see what inspired my thoughts and by including all the aspects – allow for something more to inspire you. Mayan descriptions are those written by Ian Lungold. Cherokee descriptions came from multiple sources. Links to sources and other resources of study are offered on the Daykeeper Resources Page. ~Debra]