MAYAN CALENDAR DAYKEEPER’S JOURNAL
Tone 6 engages the Peak Energy of a Flow and Rhythm of Movement. We’ve nearly reached a new climb of Spiritual Growth. Tone 6 establishes the Momentum of movement. Energy related to a great athlete in motion, all the steps are practiced. Forward movement by Intention becomes second nature. Now the only focus is the Power that would carry us to the finish line.
The Flint/ETZNAB trecena is providing the Truth to see how we can live in the Integrity as who we Intend to Be. The only thing that ever stood in our way were thoughts outside of our Self that we chose to believe. Flint is helping us see we don’t have to move mountains, only change our thoughts.
Night/AKBAL is the Light that leads us through the darkness. Residing in the West, it relates to our Unknown Experiences. AKBAL represents the Element of Water, the substance that holds the Ether of Spirit. Water also relates to our Emotions. AKBAL is the Voice of Spirit that speaks to us in our Dreams. A Voice of Spirit will speak to our Heart.
Night/AKBAL offers a revelation of Spirit. AKBAL connects our Intellect and our Intuition. AKBAL inspires us to see our Dream and the direction toward it in a practical way. AKBAL is the Dreamer who Believes in the Dream. A Voice in our Dreams can help us recognize the Power we hold to manifest our Dream.
AKBAL is a dreamy energy. On AKBAL days we might feel like we’re only half-here. These feelings may be compounded by the experience of the Core Days, the Creative Void. Our thoughts are floating in the Ether. A voice will lead us to a new Light of Spirit.
The Cherokee Hearth is the place where the Sacred Fire burns through the Night. AKBAL reminds us that no matter how dark things might look, there will always be a Light in the Distance. The Creator insured we would never be left in the dark. Love would always be there as our Saving Grace.
AKBAL is the darkness of the Void, the place of unlimited possibility. Our only challenge is our fear of the Unknown. Like the Finch babies, standing on the edge of the nest, we wonder what would become of us, if we take off Believing. What are the risks of Loving something so much that we invest our Whole Self in reaching for it. AKBAL guides us to willingly enter the darkness.
AKBAL can lead us into a “dark night of the soul.” The fears of Creation are all we can see. What if we Believe and our Dream doesn’t come True? Would we be risking all the Faith and Belief we’ve mustered just to lose ALL Faith?
We have nothing to be afraid of. Remembering the Power of Creation relies on Love, AKBAL can help us Acknowledge how much we Love the Dream.
One of our Human failings is that we often don’t know what we have until we think its gone. The Creator knows how to turn this to our advantage. Though, we have to face the fear of losing everything to Know it.
If we Know intellectually that we have to Love the Dream to Create it, then the confidence to Know we CAN create lies in Knowing we Love the Dream.
The Breakdown always comes when we reach the limits of our Faith. Suddenly, our own thoughts don’t feel like they hold anymore power, though we thought we had invested everything we had to give. It doesn’t seem fair to see our Dream fall apart.
In the very moment we see all our Dreams crumble, we’ll know how much we really cared. When our hearts break at the thought of losing all hope, we’ll see our own Love for the Dream. The Love we see will prove we hold the Power to Create.
The Light of our Own Love is the fire tended through the Night. The Old Ones gather around to fan the embers of our Love so we can see a Light in our Darkness. Love will weave together the Dream we would most Love to Create. Our Love will define the form and substance that we draw from the Above to the Below. We’ll see in detail everything we Love about the Dream.
Flint/ETZNAB is guiding us to a Truth we’re afraid to see. We’ve tried so hard to hold our Faith. We’re afraid to find out that all the Love we invested, was still not enough. One thought leads to another. As we see one way we could have done better, our mind of reason will continue to compile the list of our failures. One after another begins to prove how impossible it will always be. There’s a better application for our Intellect. Instead of looking at our own list of failures, we could look at the list of the Truths we believe of the Creator. We could remember the Truth that we were going to fail. We can remember that failure is the beginning of the Miracle. We can re-frame our experience of brokenness as the Power of Love to Create.
Our own Fear doesn’t have to stop us from Dreaming our Dream. All the Faith we invested will never be lost. We were doing exactly what the Creator hoped we would do. Our Faith was a Divine Intention, our call to the Creator, “Please help me believe!” We’re never “satisfied” by Faith alone. What we hold faith in is what we Long to Believe. Deep in our subconscious we recognize that Faith holds doubts. Our Faith can suddenly seem like a warrior’s shield made of flimsy thoughts and dreams we can barely hold onto.
AKBAL can heal our doubts and fears. The Voice of Spirit we hear will remind us of a promise of Unconditional Love. We’ll see we were Perfect in the Intention to Believe. We’ll see that no matter how weak we are, no matter the weight of our doubts, the Divine Intention was the only thing that mattered. All that’s expected of us is to want to Know the Creator. No Prayer or Dream can be Higher than this.
Any parent could imagine the greatest exchange they could receive from a child would be the Acknowledgement of how much they were loved, and what was sacrificed in the name of Love.
I’ve been surprised at how differently we all remember things. I’ve shared stories of childhood experiences that no one else remembers. I cherish memories of experiences with my children, they only half remember. It’s heartbreaking sometimes. Though, again, what they could never see is all the Love that went into the dreams, and how hard-fought they were to manifest in our reality. Years of dreaming went into a family vacation I was afraid would never materialize. As a child we made family trips to Colorado every Summer. These vacations were such an important part of my childhood memories. It was a dream I hardly believed I could ever provide as a single-parent. When it finally came together, it was no less than a Miracle to me. The experience was monumental to me. They still remember it, but they will never see how much Love was invested to make it happen.
There’s only One who really knows the Depth of our Love or the depth of our fear that our Love won’t be acknowledged or seen. If we use our mind of intellect to think on this, we might relate to all the Love Given by the Creator that is NEVER seen by Human. We could see how much Love we are expressing to the Creator when we seek to Know. My children have never asked how I made it happen. As children, I suppose they thought I was all powerful to make things happen. So, they never thought of the question.
I have to say that I always felt blessed for who my children are. They were/are the light of my life. No one else’s children could hold a candle to the Light I saw in them. They appreciated small things. They brought me love notes and gifts. I remember my daughter at 6 years old coming home with a baggie filled with leaves she’d collected and presenting it to me, “Here, Mom, I brought you some nature.” I could never express how much I love them, or how much I wanted them to love me.
A Divine Parent held out to us the Highest Promise, that none of our Light or Love would be lost in the darkness. The Ending that lies ahead will be a Revelation of all the Love we ever created, gathered into one Light – enough to Light a Star. We’ll be surprised when we see how much of our own Love we’ve forgotten when we see it all together. The Creator promises that our Love will be an Eternal Light. It will ALL be seen and remembered.
To all my relations, may we Know the Love we hold for our Dream as we are faced with the darkness of our own failure to manifest the Dream. May we remember all the ways we loved it, and the effort we made to turn our eyes away from the darkness of its impossibility. May we See Clearly that every turning away was an Effort of Love in the Creator’s eyes, and effort to see the Truth Depth of the Creator’s Love. May we willingly enter the darkness where we will see the full Light of a Divine Love that still burns within us. May we see it as the desire to grow up to be like the Creator. The greatest compliment we ever offer our parents, is sharing that we hope to be like them and to love as much as they did. May we humbly surrender all our fears and self-doubt, and Know it as our offering of Love. May we expect our Love to be returned by the Creator as the Power to Heal our Broken Heart, and restore our Faith in the Light of our own Love. May we Know the Heart of God that promises Divine Justice, that would insure that our Love is remembered. May we thank the Creator for proving the Promise that our Love is the Light within our Self, that was promised to go on forever.
in lak’ech, I am another you
Debra, Jaguar Woman, 9 Eagle / MEN
SYNCHRONICITY: Tomorrow is a “Blood Moon,” Lunar Eclipse, one of the longest recorded in a lifetime. The Moon is a sign of our Emotions. 6 Night/AKBAL is leading to an eclipse of the heart. Darkness will lead to a new cycle of Light, and new Love that is born in our Heart. Have faith in the Love we hold in the dark and the Promise of a Quantum Leap of Light. (Barbara Goldsmith forecast on YouTube.)
A NEW COMMITMENT TO GRATITUDE:
I’m sharing a the “21-Days of Gratitude” as a perpetual Personal Ceremony through the next journey to 8 Monkey/CHUEN Maya New Year. The “21 days” begin and end on Jaguar/IX.
21-Days of Gratitude: Day 10
I’m grateful that the Creator sees my feelings of brokenness as the evidence of all my Love.
TRECENA OF FLINT/ETZNAB
Visit the 13-Day Trecena Guide for daily aspects and events of the Flint/ETZNAB trecena.
6 Night/AKBAL (Cherokee, Hearth/O’YA)
Galactic Tone 6: Six is responsiveness and the art of negotiation. It is the movement of volume through space that creates time. This energy in action is like the art of dance or a great athlete in motion. Six facilitates dynamic developments in all aspects of life.
Night/Akbal: Bringers of the Dawn. Dreamers who bring the new sun to clarify and illuminate the road of life. Thus the insecurities and doubts born of darkness of the sub-conscious mind are dispelled. These persons travel the Void… a place where nothing yet exists but all potential dwells, the womb of creation. From this void, Night persons bring forth new solutions and artistic inspiration. Night’s voyages of dreams build confidence and happiness with a sense of well being. If night does not bravely journey into the void they may find themselves wandering the darkness of self doubt and insecurity.
Cherokee, Hearth/O’YA: Hearth’s symbol is the fire pit in the Center, velvet black as the night. The triangle in Orion. The M42 nebula (home of the Central race from the WingMakers) in the center of the triangle of Orion is the fire in the Hearth, also matching the Mayan. The Hearth is the Torchbearer who holds the light and warmth throughout the night.
[Text in italics was the primary source of inspiration for my journal. These are the sources that started my journey and they are the reference for interpretation each day. By providing the original text, I hope to offer a way to see what inspired my thoughts and by including all the aspects – allow for something more to inspire you. Mayan descriptions are those written by Ian Lungold. Cherokee descriptions came from multiple sources. Links to sources and other resources of study are offered on the Daykeeper Resources Page. ~Debra]
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UPDATE ON A LIFE DREAM:
I mentioned a few weeks back a potential opportunity to travel to the Mayan pyramids. The vision is clearing as an opportunity for accommodations has been manifested. I’ve started a gofundme page to raise money for the ticket and expenses related to book publishing scheduled for Spring 2019. Please only share if its Easy. You are already the blessing of just being here. (But you could help me spread the word.) much love, in lak’ech, Debra https://www.gofundme.com/life-dream-a-pilgrimage-of-spirit