THE TRECENA OF JAGUAR/IX: CREATING A LIFE IN SPIRIT
Greetings Beloved Kin,
Sacred Ceremony is Time dedicated to a Divine Meaning and Purpose, an Offering to the Creator. From human’s perspective in the down-below, we only see the blood, sweat, and tears. We can’t see how the experience will change our life while it’s happening. The major life change comes after, as the Sacred Exchange.
This was true of my pilgrimage to Ek’ Balam, expected to be a pinnacle experience as an “impossible” dream that came true. I couldn’t climb a single stair without leaning on someone else. When I did find a place to sit down on a log, I rolled off backwards. Nothing went according to the plan and the vision I imagined before. At the same time, there were signs and wonders, yet hard to see beyond my limitations. Ek’ Balam offers an initiation of the “Illumination of Darkness.” I thought that meant that darkness would be swept away, and it was, After. Though, in the time and place, the darkness of all my shadows was brought to Light. In the end, just getting back home felt like the longest lonely pilgrimage of all.
A Vision Quest is Sacred and the Time we dedicated to the purpose will matter more than we can imagine. We know the Truth, though it lies between the steps of darkness and light. Something has to die for something new to be born. We have to grieve the past. There’s no other way to rise above it. At least we can remember that Truth we Feel creates a memory we can’t forget. CIMI offers the Transformation to tear down an existing order. The purpose is to restore our equilibrium for a new and higher order.
Have you changed? Did you see choices you would never make again? Did you see your intentions to love from a new angle?
I saw clearly how I gave myself away, willing to compromise everything for the fear that there was no other way to receive the sacred exchange. I also saw that “giving everything” only creates higher expectations in return. I saw how it happened over and over again, and how the cause always ended with the same effect. It seemed like it could go on forever. Maybe it takes a force of “over-correction” to turn the tides. At least I see a “choice to Love” is an investment that deserves a discernment of the whole truth from a beginning to an end.
An offering of Love can create a sense of obligation to “go along.” Love isn’t True if “going along” is a condition.
Mark this time in a journal so you won’t forget the Time and an Intention of the Highest Order. We can always count on the One Above for the Sacred Exchange. I was thinking about the 13th uinal and the climb to our Highest Ascension – less than a month ago. I was flying high then. From past experience, I knew I would forget the Truth of Answered Prayers. Remembering I was going to forget didn’t make forgetting feel any better. You can only be prepared to forget. Remember, there is a Time and Place in the future where we will know the Truth of Answered Prayers again. It may seem impossible now, but that’s only because we are reaching higher than before. A Divine Order for Time will see us through.
“The LORD bless you and keep you; The LORD make His face shine upon you, And be gracious to you; The LORD lift up His countenance upon you, And give you peace.”
~ Numbers 6:24-26 NKJV
with all my love, in lak’ech, Debra
The Journal Before, for After
MAYAN CALENDAR DAYKEEPER’S JOURNAL
Published: February 23, 2021 (02/23/2021)
13 Transformer/CIMI (Search 13 Transformer for more.)
13 Transformer / CIMI
“CIMI is a Sign of a Major Life Change.”
Tone 13 marks an Ascension to Higher Consciousness. On Tone 13 we can see new Dreams, new Choices, and New Possibilities. On Tone 13 we see new mountains to climb. We want to try again, or start something new.
13 is the symbol of theurgy, Human’s provision to call upon a Divine Agency through our sacred rituals and ceremonies. 3 represents the Power of Trinity and also the Intention of Movement. Faith in Motion is Human’s greatest Power.
Transformer/CIMI is the midwife that never leaves our side. Those born CIMI served those going through the major transitions of Life and Death. CIMI shares the Gift of Clairvoyance to see the Future. CIMI represents the Creator’s “soft hand,” the one that encourages us to “Let Go, and Let God.” We are watched over by one that knows exactly what to do in any moment.
Through the Wisdom of our Experience we found a hand that won’t let go. CIMI can remind us that we can see the future. Chaos is the sign of Major Life Change. To create a new life we have to break down an existing order. We only have to look to see that current circumstances are an unsustainable way of life. We can clearly see it’s no where near the Divine Dream we imagined. We only have to remember the Promise of Unconditional Love and a Dream for Life, Love, and Happiness, carried out by the living things without a choice.
CIMI resides in the North, the direction of Wisdom. Holding the Element of Air, CIMI relates to thoughts, consciousness, and the workings of the mind. A Supreme Creator speaks through the Wind and holds the Authority over every breath. CIMI reminds us to use the Sacred Breath to quiet the mind of reason when we forget.
13 Transformer/CIMI is a Divine Initiation of Human Wisdom, the first Answers to our prayers for a Life of Love and Happiness. This is day to celebrate a Major Life Change that is carried out by the Divine Trinity of the Holy, Holy, Holy, created by a Hand Above and a Hand Below, invested in Life for the Sake of Love.