HAPPY MAYAN BIRTHDAY TO IAN XEL LUNGOLD
From Ian Xel Lungold’s Journal:
March 27, 2005, Easter Sunday, 2005, 12 Jaguar/IX
I was standing with the waves splashing up to my thighs in bright sun light looking out at the sparkling blue water and with white clouds racing each other to the distant horizon, and I realized there was only one reason that I was having this experience.
Because I created this experience. The fact that I was standing there with cancer could only be because I had created this situation as well. Now why would I do that? The only rational answer (and then just barely rational) is because I believed for some reason that I had to do this to prove some point or another. Like I said just barely rational. But prove something to whom? Who else is there in my creation of experience? Who else is actually there in your dreams at night? No-body baby, except you. It came to me that the reason we do not own our creative ability fully is that we do not trust our selves with that ability. Lack of trust is a learned behavior.
Somewhere we have each of us, or collectively, have done some creating that we were not exactly proud of and thus have locked up that kind of creative ability for safe keeping out of our own hands. (Ian’s Journal on MayanMajix.com)
Astrological Aspects of the Day
Mars Quincunx North Node: Defining Truth North; facing off the combustible opponent that is an enemy within
Venus Ingress Gemini: A Shift to our Heart’s Desire
Mercury Conjunct Neptune: Heightened spiritual consciousness; arm discernment with wisdom and integrity to discern truth from delusion