Loving from a broken heart is Human’s Highest Offering to the One Above.
“Then it clearly manifested, while they were praying that by the dawn, the man must appear. So then they arranged the creation and the trees growing, and the creeping wild plants, and the life was born and the human creation. It was arranged like that in the darkness and in the night by the Heaven’s Heart, named Hurricane.”
– The Beginning from the Popol Vuh
Trecena of offering/MULUC: Healing to our Emotions
Mayan Calendar’s Daykeeper’s Journal
13 Crocodile/IMIX: Ascension
Greetings Beloved Kin,
My emotions are healed, my body, not so much. I’m getting great care, have a good bed, medicate is covering it, so I’m calling it my much needed vacation. A fall from the embankment at the park fractured my pelvic bone. I was pretty proud of myself after crawling out and should be fine in 8 weeks, so nothing to worry about. And nice company!
I had some curious imix inspiration this morning with plenty of time to think. I’m reposting last 13 IMIX. In 12th uinal we are being raised to higher understanding. In the next trecena, 1 Wind/ik, God’s Will will be known in the down below, as it is above. The whole landscape of our like can be changed by an act of God.
Give thanks for all things. remember blessings in disguise. It feels strange not to have any worries thru this. I feel fine as long as I’m holding still, so it feels like a spa day as long as I’m not doing anything. I’ll call that a miracle. Every one should experience a “Fallen and can’t get up” moment just to see how it feels. Lol unless you can learn from mine.
search 1 Wind for tomorrow and I’ll be back soon!
love, in lak’ech
Debra
Post from before for after,
13 Crocodile/IMIX
IMIX (ee meesh) is the Alpha to the Omega, holding the Most Divine Reason for Love to be. The Crocodile symbolizes a Primordial Mother and the primal instinct to tear apart the flesh of anything that threatens her children. IMIX feels the duty to Love at the risk of her own life. The Alpha holds the gift of Compassionate Love. Her heart bears the weight of empathy with the Ones who can’t fend for themselves. The badger is another totem with claws and we know better than to ever mess with her children.
We are made from Mother Earth. Within her core churns the Divine Love that keeps turning us to the Light. She sways by the Living Water that rides on her surface. Her Vibration creates the cymatic pattern of circles within circles. We rise and fall with the Highest Tides as beings of living water. By the nature of things, when we fall we have nothing to cling to. In the realm below, where Human holds a choice for everything, there’s a moment when we can Choose to Let Go. That’s when the Hero jumps in without knowing a way, only relying on the Divinity of the Intention to Save someone else. The Highest Offering is to sacrifice our self for another. We will by our Divine Nature, in the Moment we Know the Divinity of Life itself, and the Time we deserve to know the end we Dream IS coming true.
Loving from a broken heart is Human’s Highest Offering to the One Above.
“Then it clearly manifested, while they were praying that by the dawn, the man must appear. So then they arranged the creation and the trees growing, and the creeping wild plants, and the life was born and the human creation. It was arranged like that in the darkness and in the night by the Heaven’s Heart, named Hurricane.”
– The Beginning from the Popol Vuh
Greetings Beloved Kin,
IMIX (ee meesh) is the Alpha to the Omega, holding the Most Divine Reason for Love to be. The Crocodile symbolizes a Primordial Mother and the primal instinct to tear apart the flesh of anything that threatens her children. IMIX feels the duty to Love at the risk of her own life. The Alpha holds the gift of Compassionate Love. Her heart bears the weight of empathy with the Ones who can’t fend for themselves. The badger is another totem with claws and we know better than to ever mess with her children.
We are made from Mother Earth. Within her core churns the Divine Love that keeps turning us to the Light. She sways by the Living Water that rides on her surface. Her Vibration creates the cymatic pattern of circles within circles. We rise and fall with the Highest Tides as beings of living water. By the nature of things, when we fall we have nothing to cling to. In the realm below, where Human holds a choice for everything, there’s a moment when we can Choose to Let Go. That’s when the Hero jumps in without knowing a way, only relying on the Divinity of the Intention to Save someone else. The Highest Offering is to sacrifice our self for another. We will by our Divine Nature, in the Moment we Know the Divinity of Life itself, and the Time we deserve to know the end we Dream IS coming true.
Coronal Holes: 05/22/2022 Solar wind flowing from these coronal holes should rech Earth on May 27-28. Credit: SDO/AIA Spaceweather.com:
Greetings Beloved Kin,
Our Hearts are open when we see “a Sign that means something” for the future. Human’s unconscious mind, the tapes we play, aren’t changed by words or thoughts of Reason. Signs and symbols speak louder than words to define an “experience” of Truth. 1111 is a symbol we see and “wonder what it means.” There are many ways to interpret the numbers. The Lexicon Concordance offers meanings for words and numbers as the “Bible Codes.” It’s another Spiritual Tool you can use to look for meaning in any word or number.
1111 points to the name:
Balak = “devastator”
1) a king of Moab who hired Balaam to curse Israel
“Israel” points to:
El-elohe-Israel = “the mighty God of Israel”
1) name given to an altar, a location, by Jacob
Where WAS Jacob’s altar? El Bethel.
“Jacob and all the people with him came to Luz (that is, Bethel) in the land of Canaan. There he built an altar, and he called the place El Bethel, because it was there that God revealed himself to him when he was fleeing from his brother.” Jacob is known as The Deceiver, Abraham’s 2nd born twin after Esau, 1st in Line to receive the Blessing of an Inheritance.
It takes a Devastating Truth of stolen blessing for the Towers to fall – Truth that changes the past and the future. Jacob was known as “The Deceiver” who stole Esau’s Inheritance. Jacob covered himself in Easu’s skins that smelled of “blood, sweat, and tears.” He worked hard enough to earn the blessing.
When we’ve invested our whole heart to reach for a Divine Meaning and Purpose, anyone that would dare to steal it before we can see the end, we will characterize as the manifestation of pure evil. The Intention feels too far beyond Human Nature to comprehend it COULD be the Truth. That’s when the Towers fall within – our Highest Vision of Humanity is shattered forever after.
Time was created to know and even Higher Truth. A Divine Time was Created “to Know.” The Lightning from the Storm/CAUAC revealed the Whole Landscape of Life for One Divine Moment. We couldn’t share the wisdom of our experience, without a lifetime to tell the story. Plus, the storyline is the most boring novel, the same sad story every victim loves to tell. The One Divine Moment that matters is the Time and Place we knew we could start all over to create life from a new beginning. It’s the moment we Know we are Rising like the Phoenix.
THIS Time, just like 9/11, we get a Wake-up Call that’s up-close and personal, no matter how far away we are from our own devastating Truth. Who among us didn’t project the THOUGHT, “an eye for an eye?” When we walk as the Scion, we don’t claim it – we reject the idea by Divine Instinct. When we’re ruled by our Human emotions, we offer the Darkness a hand.
Angel Figures in the Acropolis at Ek’ Balam
No Human can share the Divine Revelation that is meant to flow like Living Water to heal the injustice THAT WAS TRUE. You weren’t imagining what was True, and we never wonder how we Know what it is SO WELL. We’ve had the same thoughts before. That’s HOW we know it’s pure evil – when we saw it as a stronghold that rears it’s head. Only an Archangel Michael can hold it down on our behalf. We can believe in a Divine Agency of Angels waiting at our command, and watching over when we can’t see. We’ve heard that story more than the victim story we like to cover up.
We were broken, but we Redeemed our Self, with every step we turned back to the path that leads us straight to the Highest Altar. The Christ Spirit is the Wounded Healer, that FEELS the devastation of the worst cause, and it’s exponential effect over Time. Some words we can’t take back. Whether it’s the Truth or not, it will always raise a question. Wearing white to the wedding only means everyone will wonder what the “real truth” could be. We don’t have a chance of making it through with our dignity, WITHOUT the Highest One by our Side. We were Promised ONE that would see the Truth of a Heart that’s reaching to be – and not just dreaming about it. We are the Redeemer when we walk in the Truth that the devastating Truth of the Whole, only proves how MUCH IT MATTERS TO LOVE – if we can only bear to make the sacrifice.
This is the Day we will know what Our Purpose will be – we don’t have to see the details, when we reach to Offer our Self – “I know I won’t fail with you. Here I am. Send me.”
HONORING IAN XEL LUNGOLD’S DESTINY (12 Sun/AHAU, Kin 220)
Altar for Ian Xel Lungold, 12 Sun/AHAU, October 31, 2018, Ruins at Ek’ Balam
My pilgrimage to Ek’ Balam was conceived from the synchronicity of Time, Ian’s Mayan birthday, October 31, 2018. The idea of going for the Day of the Dead, changed from a vacation to a pilgrimage when I Looked to find it was Ian’s Mayan birthday… 13 years after his passing. His words still mean more today than yesterday. When I read his final Dream to be a Light for us on the “otherside” I realized a Divine Time and Place. Counting one synchronicity after another it was pointless to carry on. I had One Divine Purpose to be.
The Elders say the Chosen will be called to make a pilgrimage. All Divine Things are offered in Harmony and Equity. 11 Deer/MANIK leads the dedicated pilgrimage of the Mayan priest, a path of ordinary days that lead us to our Highest meaning and purpose. We never know when we’re right around the corner. The Power of 11 is Resolution. Love is the Sound of Harmony that reaches our Heart so we may “HEREBY RESOLVE” the beginning of a Divine Pilgrimage into a Brand New Life. The Beginning for everything we Dream to be starts where you are here and now.
Mark the date and note your own signs of synchronicity. You won’t believe now you could ever forget. Our Spirit knows we will. YOU will know when you look back someday and see what is written. You may have to read it twice to believe your eyes – that the Dream you Asked for Came True. I asked for a place to belong for over a decade. I haven’t seen the new life that goes with it – and KEEP REMINDING MYSELF of the BIGGEST DREAM that DID COME TRUE. Now, more than the first dream that came true in Ek’ Balam.
love, in lak’ech, Debra
PS – Destiny Kin 220 shares the Julian date of the Lion’s Gate, 08/08… a symbol of the Highest Light on a Human’s scale to see.
The Journal Before, for After…
To find any Mayan date from this journal, search in English – ie. 12 Sun. Choose any reference for a 2nd perspective. Every creation is an expression of living thoughts. Hold a Bible to your heart, or open a book of wisdom to any page. If you don’t have a book, cling to Mother Earth, the living resource for everything we know.
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Galactic Tone 12: Understanding. Twelve is a gift of great capacity of retrospection. It is this ability that allows Twelve to connect disassociated parts into a (new) functioning whole. The energy of Twelve is that which presents a new piece of understood information or accumulated experience to be applied.
Sun/AHAU: Day of the ancestors and connection to their guidance. The divine face of the sun – lord, musician, singer, dancer, and marksman. Suns are artistic, heroic athletes, visionaries with wise judgment who lead and defend the people. So much is expected from themselves and by other people that unfulfilled expectations are a certainty. An accumulation of these disappointments may lead Sun to evade responsibilities, not accept corrections and even build resentment and disdain towards others. Suns should simplify their lives to be able to rise and shine with unconditional love once again.
Cherokee, Flower/GUN’TSI EK: Symbol is the Sun, place of abode of Great Spirit. The Sun creates, nurtures, and is the super communicator, the way station that relays messages and energy from other stars in the galaxy; provides energy for channeling information from the Ancestors; speaking the Living Language of Light, which ignites the consciousness in others. Gold is the color of courage and opportunity of wealth. Creative arts, master craftsman expressing divinity and wisdom through their creations. The face of the flower follows the Sun gathering the fire of creativity, illuminating harmony and balance, resonating peace and continuity within the human spirit. This is the Sign of the Chalice of the Infinite, Caldron of Creation. Links to sources and other resources of study are offered on the Daykeeper Resources Page.
THE TRECENA OF OFFERING/MULUC: LOVE THAT FLOWS WITHIN
MAYAN CALENDAR DAYKEEPER’S JOURNAL
Greetings Beloved Kin,
13 Crocodile / IMIX
Tone 13 marks another Ascension to Higher Consciousness. We are changed by the Truth that mattered as our own experience. We don’t know everything, but we know how the Truth feels in Our Time and Place.
Holding our Highest Hopes on behalf of the Whole, we created a Reason to Apply the Truth on behalf of the Whole. Our Heart was opened to the Truth that we all reach for Love just t he same. Regardless how it looks, we can know how it Feels.
IMIX is the Dawn of a New Awakening. The Crocodile is the Primordial Mother that Loved us in the Womb. The Crocodile is territorial and highly protective of their young. Nourishing Life is the Duty of the Primordial Mother, sharing Divine Reasons to Live and Be. The glyph illustrates the Mother’s breast, or the jar that holds the milk.
IMIX nourishes the Heart and Mind. IMIX is the Divine Feminine – the aspects of Compassionate Love and Divine Discernment. She has a duty to ALL Life. It’s her job to raise us up to use a Mind of Reason to Choose our Heart’s Desire. The Highest Truth IMIX intends to share is that our Highest Hopes and our Highest Aspirations are the Truths of everything we were created to be. She taught us to listen for the Dream that calls to our Heart.
IMIX holds the Element of Fire, the Light of the Sunrise in the East, and the 1st Position by the Yucatec tradition, the Alpha to the Omega of Sun/AHAU.
The Divine Feminine receives the Light of Inspiration from the Divine Masculine in a form of all-possibility. The Divine Feminine Discerns the Highest Manifestation on behalf of the Whole, applying “the Heart” united as One. Only the Divine Mother sees and acknowledges the WHOLE Truth of a Life that is “her own flesh and blood.” Fathers look for the resemblance and Mothers point them out, for the highest good of the whole.
THE 12TH UINAL: UNDERSTANDING
We are entering the final two uinals of the Tzolk’in round. The 11th uinal raised the frequency of our thoughts so we could hear the Higher Truth with Crystal Clarity. We saw the Highest Dream depends on the Light that’s shared between us. Through the Sacred Offering the Light of Truth is magnified through the Heart, and One Heart that Knows is a Light of Understanding that will shine through the darkness. In the 12th uinal we hold the Wisdom to Apply the Love of our Highest Hopes to the Creator’s Highest Aspirations for the Whole. We will claim a Divine Promise is True when our Heart Knows the Truth by our own Experience.
THE TRECENA OF OFFERING/MULUC: LOVE THAT FLOWS WITHIN
MAYAN CALENDAR DAYKEEPER’S JOURNAL
Greetings Beloved Kin,
12 Sun / AHAU
Sun/AHAU is the Day Sign of the All-in-One, and Every One. 4 Sun/AHAU marks the Day the Light of Humanity was planted on Mother Earth. AHAU is the Supreme Lord of Creation. The Scion is the One and Only Descendant. As One, we are the Unlimited Possibilities of Beauty that is manifested by the Light of the Omega. “Truth” lies at the roots of the words “Alpha” and “Omega.” The Scion is the Divine Witness of the Truth from the Beginning to the End. The Meaning and Purpose is to Realize the Truth from the Beginning, and to Live to Create the End of our Highest Dreams and Aspirations. The Offering that was Given from Above to reach the Highest End, was the Clarion Call of Life and Love – the Climb of Knowing with every Higher Truth, there must be even Higher Truth that we could Know.
The Light of Sun/AHAU breaks to reveal the Truth in the shadows and the Truth in plain sight. When we see the Light of Human limitations as the Truth of all we witnessed, yet still couldn’t see in the Dynamic Illustration of Life all around, we Know that ALL we Know is Known by an Offering of Divine Intervention. ALL Truth is known through experience of Time, through the Heart. To raise the Light of the Scion, we were designed to Love the Other more than our Self.
The Attraction to the Light expands through every season, like the Tree of Life. From the Seed’s first Life of Vulnerability, we learned that Our Life was the Most Important Reason for every Choice. Then we created the next generation that multiplied Love – creating another Unknown “X” of Love, a Higher Object of our Affection that created a Reason to Love the Whole, for their Tomorrow. A Divine Cause raised us to the Threshold of our Divine Inheritance, the Truth of Our Love we Leave Behind – our last Dream offered for ALL Time.
Tone 12 raises the Intention of Understanding. 12 marks the Experience of Truth that’s taken to Heart. 12 is the Symbol of Human, the 12 tribes holding the potential to be the 13th tribe, through a Choice to carry Love to the end. The Promise and the Truth is that Forgiveness holds the Key to lay down the Burden of Love, to raise the Offering of Love. When we choose to “Love anyway” we forge the bonds of Love that tie our Hearts together from Above.
COMPLETING THE 11TH UINAL
12 Sun/AHAU is the Truth that Resolves a Way. The 11th uinal holds the Divine Intention to shine the Light of Divine Truth with Crystal Clarity. Truth always Resolves a new way forward. The Truth is the Truth, and “the way things are” as we know it Now in our own Time and Place. We also Know the Truth of Love as we Imagined the Dream in Our Heart. Our Dream is Different from all the Rest. We can Understand, when someone else sees it an opposite way from the other side. Where our Love is lost in the darkness for another, there is still a Spark within that knows the Truth. Equal to the last doubt of Human limitation, is the one last hope that when we turn around for one more look, Love will still be waiting, right where it left off.
12 Sun/AHAU restores us to the Light of Right Relationship, shining a Light on the Highest Truth we can Know We’ve Seen – Love Never Ends. Love will never end, whether we choose to know it or not. Like a clarion call, the One Imperishable Spark will always burn the ember of the Dream from the Inside Out. We each hold our own Question of Love that we reach for One More Tomorrow, just to see if Now is the Time for the Miracle of the Unknown.
To all my relations, may we turn to the Light of the Highest One who Knows the Dream in our Heart and HOW hard it can be when we reach the end of knowing, where we face the darkness of our greatest fears of limitation.
May we give thanks for a Light that will shine the Truth for Each One, that needs to see the Dream that was given for our Life, like we were the Only One. We Are the Only One to shine the Truth for the Whole from the Time and Place where we are. For anyone that passes our way again, the Light of the One that knows just how it feels will be there, still holding the Light of Understanding that shines the path wherever it goes.
May we follow the Light of the Sun as it crosses the sky to see and acknowledge the Source of all Light and Love that Creates our Reason To Be. One Above knows the Truth that leads a way. May we bring an Offering of Love to know the Truth of Beauty in the Mind of the Highest One.
in lak’ech, i am another you,
Debra, Jaguar Woman, 9 Eagle/MEN
HAPPY MAYAN BIRTHDAY TO IAN XEL LUNGOLD
Ian Xel Lungold, Jan 26, 1949 – Nov 16, 2005, 12 Sun/Ahau
Ian Lungold is special as an Ascended Master of our Time, another Human Being like us. The Elders reminded us that even Masters were given a Human life. Both ways are Divine Ways of Being, and Beautiful when they are held in Balance by the Light.
Ian’s last dream was to join the Legion of Light on the “otherside” to shine a Light on the path we share in Common. When a plan to go to the Yucatan for the Day of the Dead fell apart, I discovered the Time fell on Ian’s Mayan Birthday, 12 Sun/AHAU – 13 years after his passing. By the Truth of the synchronicity, I had to go. I had to face the challenge of my heart’s desire to go. Ian’s Dream gave me the Reason to Go, to prove a guiding Light from Above.
By Human Reason it’s hard to see the Truth of a Savior within, when we KNOW all the Human choices we’ve made. We know our own odds of becoming the President, were ruined by some foolish choice we made a long time ago. How could WE ever shine our Brightest Light of the One?
We only need to know Someone who Loved to the End, on behalf of the Whole.
May we gather all the Light of Love that has been created for Our Time and Place, and See it and Acknowledge the Truth on behalf of the Whole. May we Realize the Truth that Dreams are answered beyond the realm of Life where All Time is One.
Ian shared the calculator to calculate the days from the Gregorian date. The Divine Journey began, making silver glyphs and he needed the dates to sell them. His heart’s desire led to a Dream for ALL the Kin who follow the Divine Calendar of Human’s Creation in the Light. MayanMajix.com. Gratitude and appreciate extend to Michael Shore, the 1 CAUAC that maintains Ian’s legacy as the publisher of MayanMajix.com.
Galactic Tone 12: Understanding. Twelve is a gift of great capacity of retrospection. It is this ability that allows Twelve to connect disassociated parts into a (new) functioning whole. The energy of Twelve is that which presents a new piece of understood information or accumulated experience to be applied.
Sun/AHAU: Day of the ancestors and connection to their guidance. The divine face of the sun – lord, musician, singer, dancer, and marksman. Suns are artistic, heroic athletes, visionaries with wise judgment who lead and defend the people. So much is expected from themselves and by other people that unfulfilled expectations are a certainty. An accumulation of these disappointments may lead Sun to evade responsibilities, not accept corrections and even build resentment and disdain towards others. Suns should simplify their lives to be able to rise and shine with unconditional love once again.
Cherokee, Flower/GUN’TSI EK: Symbol is the Sun, place of abode of Great Spirit. The Sun creates, nurtures, and is the super communicator, the way station that relays messages and energy from other stars in the galaxy; provides energy for channeling information from the Ancestors; speaking the Living Language of Light, which ignites the consciousness in others. Gold is the color of courage and opportunity of wealth. Creative arts, master craftsman expressing divinity and wisdom through their creations. The face of the flower follows the Sun gathering the fire of creativity, illuminating harmony and balance, resonating peace and continuity within the human spirit. This is the Sign of the Chalice of the Infinite, Caldron of Creation.
[Text in italics was the primary source of inspiration for my journal. These are the sources that started my journey and they are the reference for interpretation each day. By providing the original text, I hope to offer a way to see what inspired my thoughts and by including all the aspects – allow for something more to inspire you. Mayan descriptions are those written by Ian Lungold. Cherokee descriptions came from multiple sources. Links to sources and other resources of study are offered on the Daykeeper Resources Page. Debra]
THE TRECENA OF OFFERING/MULUC: THE DREAM OF A SAVIOR
MAYAN CALENDAR DAYKEEPER’S JOURNAL
Greetings Kin,
13 Crocodile / IMIX
Tone 13 brings an Ascension to Higher Consciousness. We see a new landscape and a more compelling Truth of the exponential Power of Love. We know Truth as we never saw it before, and a Higher Reason to follow our Dreams. On Tone 13 we dream of how we’d try again or create something new.
Our Divine Inheritance is another Life, debt-free of all the choices we made in the past. We were given Signs of the Miracle by a Total Solar Eclipse that a Time was Over. A new cycle of Solar Light will guide our way to a Divine End. Our Salvation arrived with the Celebration of the Immaculate Conception.
Crocodile/IMIX represents the Dawn of a New Awakening. We are awakened by “wild ideas” for our future, held close in the arms of our Primordial Mother. The Crocodile is a fierce Mother with claws and Passion in her heart. 13 Crocodile/IMIX shares her Passion for the Love of a Dream. It’s her duty to nourish and raise us up To Be.
THE 12TH UINAL OF UNDERSTANDING
Ian’s Destiny Kin, 12 Sun/AHAU was to be the First Light of a Divine Journey of Understanding. Ian shared the First Light of the indigenous Mayan calendars, grasped by the Western world and Northern Hemisphere. The 12th uinal resembles Ian, as a cycle of “Ah Ha” moments. In the end we’ll Believe in the Power we’ve Seen with our own eyes. At the end, 6 Sun/AHAU will prove the Momentum of Faith for a Divine Seed to Wait until its own perfect Place in Time.
IMIX is a Day of Ah-ha moments and wild imagining, usually a VERY mentally active day. IMIX is known for “wild ideas” coming out of the blue without any sense of order. At the dawn of a new awakening, many thoughts will be offered out of the blue. IMIX is the one that warns us to take our Time. We’re guided to pray for Common Sense and Wisdom. We were born to know the Truth of everything and the destination at the end before we fall for a “wild idea” that doesn’t have a leg to stand on.
In the Uinal of Understanding, we will learn that all our Powers to Create are Beautiful, when we have the Wisdom to hold them. “Good things come to those who wait.” (And, Dream.)
The Meaning and Purpose of the Offering/MULUC trecena is to bring Healing to our Human Emotions. Through the Offering of our own Truths, we can See how we are Seen from Above. We know Unconditional Love when someone is willing to see beyond the limitations, to the Truth that we are a Human, Being.
Thanks to a Rose who shared the following video, a perfect demonstration of Divine Love and the Power of the Cause to create a Divine Effect.
On a remote mountaintop, former Buddhist monk Lobsang Phuntsok attempts to heal his own childhood abandonment by adopting 85 unwanted children and raising them with love and compassion at Jhamtse Gatsal, a children’s community in the foothills of the Himalayas. This film, directed by Andrew Hinton and Johnny Burke, follows Jhamtse’s newest arrival, a wild and troubled 5-year-old girl named Tashi, as she learns what love is and how it can help her to heal.
Ian Xel Lungold, Jan 26, 1949 – Nov 16, 2005, 12 Sun/Ahau
From Ian Xel Lungold’s Journal: March 27, 2005, Easter Sunday, 2005, 12 Jaguar/IX
I was standing with the waves splashing up to my thighs in bright sun light looking out at the sparkling blue water and with white clouds racing each other to the distant horizon, and I realized there was only one reason that I was having this experience.
Because I created this experience. The fact that I was standing there with cancer could only be because I had created this situation as well. Now why would I do that? The only rational answer (and then just barely rational) is because I believed for some reason that I had to do this to prove some point or another. Like I said just barely rational. But prove something to whom? Who else is there in my creation of experience? Who else is actually there in your dreams at night? No-body baby, except you. It came to me that the reason we do not own our creative ability fully is that we do not trust our selves with that ability. Lack of trust is a learned behavior.
Somewhere we have each of us, or collectively, have done some creating that we were not exactly proud of and thus have locked up that kind of creative ability for safe keeping out of our own hands. (Ian’s Journal on MayanMajix.com)
October 31, 2018, 12 Sun/AHAU
13 years after Ian’s passing I arrived at the same Revelation in the same Place, another Time. The Pilgrimage was the reality created as a Dream to manifest Ian’s Dream to be a Light from the “otherside.” There was enough tangible evidence to prove it was the truth. I was there by the same water knowing the Reason I was drawn there was Ian’s birthday at such a special Time, in such a special place. In all my years of crying I couldn’t go, I never really had a Reason to go. A Divine Authority intended that the journey of my Dreams would be taken for the most Divine Meaning and Purpose of Love. Thank you, Ian, for a Dream that made it possible to imagine the Dream came True.
Today we Ascend with the Higher Consciousness of Atonement that was manifested through a Sacred Offering – an Offering of Love that is defined as “Giving Back.” The Jaguar’s gratitude was the light of a path to Believe in the Truth that our Life is a Blessing of Abundance. We will perpetually multiply the creation of Beauty we are Conscious to See. We multiply whatever we choose to see as the truth of our reality.
Truth is always and only our own when it comes to the discernment of our own reality. We’re the only one besides God who ever knows the experiences that were born through our experiences of the world. The only place to Know Thyself, is inside our own circle. For all our Spiritual Gifts, our Self is the Only Human we will ever know until we ascend to the One Divine Consciousness of the Whole. Human’s greatest Offering back to the Creator is TIME. Time was the Creator’s Gift to Know the Power of Love to manifest the Beauty of Life. Beauty ALWAYS lies in the eye of the beholder – who can describe what is beautiful for one, to another who sees beauty as something completely different? Does someone have to be wrong? Can we just choose to be different and create a Life that returns our greatest happiness?
On Tone 13 we Ascend to a Higher Consciousness of Being. 13 is the number of our Magic Connection with the Creator through our Sacred Rituals, Ceremonies, and Prayers. The number 13 is a Divine Covenant of Answered Prayer.
Crocodile/IMIX is the Alpha of Divine Discernment and Compassionate Love, the Divine Feminine. IMIX is always the Dawn of a new Awakening as Human Consciousness that is connected to the “reality” of a perceived experience. Our mind is opened to “wild ideas” and imaginings as the “pure muse” of all creation. IMIX is the Mother of Innovation. Those who CHOOSE IDEAS OF LOVE will be seize the Power of their own Genius.
Ian Xel Lungold, January 26, 1949 – November 16, 2005, 12 Sun (Ahau, Ajpu)
From Ian Xel Lungold’s Journal:
March 27, 2005, Easter Sunday, 2005, 12 Jaguar/IX
I was standing with the waves splashing up to my thighs in bright sun light looking out at the sparkling blue water and with white clouds racing each other to the distant horizon, and I realized there was only one reason that I was having this experience.
Because I created this experience. The fact that I was standing there with cancer could only be because I had created this situation as well. Now why would I do that? The only rational answer (and then just barely rational) is because I believed for some reason that I had to do this to prove some point or another. Like I said just barely rational. But prove something to whom? Who else is there in my creation of experience? Who else is actually there in your dreams at night? No-body baby, except you. It came to me that the reason we do not own our creative ability fully is that we do not trust our selves with that ability. Lack of trust is a learned behavior.
Somewhere we have each of us, or collectively, have done some creating that we were not exactly proud of and thus have locked up that kind of creative ability for safe keeping out of our own hands. (Ian’s Journal on MayanMajix.com)
Astrological Aspects of the Day
Mars Quincunx North Node: Defining Truth North; facing off the combustible opponent that is an enemy within
Venus Ingress Gemini: A Shift to our Heart’s Desire
Mercury Conjunct Neptune: Heightened spiritual consciousness; arm discernment with wisdom and integrity to discern truth from delusion
Jaguar Spirit 