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13 Reed / BEN – Ascension: Day 13


February 10, 2021

THE TRECENA OF CROCODILE/IMIX: Beginning a New Harvest of Creation


13 Reed / BEN

Greetings Kin,

On Tone 13 is the Day of Ascension. 13 is the number of theurgy, the Power through Ritual and Ceremony to call on a Divine Intervention in Human affairs. 13 symbolizes the 7th day of (6 nights and 7 days) Creation. Ascension is an Answered Prayer, a Force of Divine Intervention.

The Primordial Mother, IMIX, guided us to the Consciousness of Compassionate Love and a Divine Discernment of the Truth. We were all born with the Light to see beyond our Human Nature to our most Divine Reason To Be. We’ve seen how much beauty was shared through the Offering of Mother Earth. And, we were led to the Highest Truth that the Beauty was shared by a Divine Consciousness of Love that intended the Blessing to be shared in Harmony and Equity.

From the Beauty of Love, and all the ways we are given to Know it and Feel it, our Truth was elevated to the Genius that is held by a Hand of Divine Authority. Believing in a Power greater than our Self, we’re given the Faith to believe there is always a Divine Way for the Provision of Love and Beauty to be for everyone. We did learn that our Joy is never complete, if we’re the Only One.

Reed/BEN is the Guiding Light for Family and Home. The glyph illustrates an altar with two channels of Light descending from Above, and two prayer mats below, where Human kneels in Humility to the Highest Light. Reed/BEN holds very High Expectations for it’s own Faith in Answered Prayers. BEN shares the Wisdom that we are intended to hold High Expectations without imposing Our Way on those placed under our direct care within our closest sphere of influence.

We ascend with Reed/BEN’s Wisdom, the same conviction we feel to “walk the walk” when we become the leader of a family. We are given a Divine Reason to Ascend to our Highest Faith, for the Whole. Children will see the Truth by what we do and not by what we say. Our most Divine Truth is an Almighty Creator of Unconditional Love. How could we ever demonstrate that Truth, placing our own Conditions on the way to carry it out? BEN comes with the guidance to Bend like a garden hose, rather than lead with a “steel pipe.” One pours out the Blessings of Unconditional Love, the other hurts to even think about it. Being a Light for Home is a grave responsibility with long-reaching effects on the burden of Human’s Time.

Number 131313: Reed’s Position 13, the Tone 13, and today’s date, May 26 (resolved to 13 as 5+2+6) reflect a Master Number 131313. 13 is the Highest Promise of Answered Prayers. 13 symbolizes the Power of Theurgy, a Gift through ritual and sacred ceremony to call on a Divine Agency to Intervene in Human affairs. Twehrough the prayers that incorporate Movement, we expand the Influence of our Spiritual Intentions. Humans create the “highest waves” of Vibration when our body is put into motion for a Divine Purpose. Movement generates the Heat and the Energy that emanates the Light of our Spirit. Above, the Creator holds the Power through a single breath. Below, we hold the Power and Forces of physicality to Move Heaven and Earth. 13 is the number of the Ascended Masters, and the Unseen Power of Divine Intervention. “Number 1313 represents expansion on all levels, including optimism, enthusiasm, communication, and creativity. 1313 indicates that the Ascended Masters are working with you on your thought processes to enable you to make the highest and wisest choices. Be prepared to expand and develop your personal spirituality in new and exciting ways and look for opportunities to creatively express yourself from the heart.  Use your natural interests, talents and personality to bring joy and upliftment to others.” [Sacred Scribes]

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12 Road / EB – Dawning of Creation: Day 12 of 13


On 7 Deer/MANIK the daily journal online reached the end. This is the Beginning, After. I’ll provide links to the daily Journal written the last round, and there are more to find from the search feature. It feels easier to understand as what’s going on, and you can discern the higher perspective that turns it around through the calendar.

Here’s the last journal for 12 Road/EB Search “12 Road” for journals written before.

THIS IS THE JOURNAL AFTER, I STOPPED. I’m still  Counting days, but turning to resources I’ve been wanting to work on, like replacing some of the resources lost, when 4-AHAU.COM disappeared. (THANK YOU 4-AHAU.COM for what you offered and help me remember.) I stopped to see what could happen “AFTER.” This is now the real life. I’m not teaching. Just showing you the real life of trying to figure it out.

12 Road / EB

Greetings Beloved Kin,

The first trecena of the Tzolk’in round has always been mixed with a little dread. If the light/dark pattern exists on one scale, it exists equally on on the scales of Time. THIS IS THE, THE, THE, most mentally active cycle. Like the Dawn of an Awakening to a new life.

I haven’t figured out a reference to know, which is a light or dark Tzolk’in round. Pay attention. Last Year felt like a very dark round. All signs so far say this is a Round of Light. That doesn’t mean it gets easier. Extremes lie at both ends of every scale.

I’ve never seen some of the darkness pressing my boundaries from the outside.

PRETTY SURE this is a LIGHT YEAR. THIS Time feels like PRIMARY LESSONS that carry a lot of weight.

On 10 Dog/OC, we were raised to claim the Truth that we were given “man’s Best friend.” The Dog’s Best Friend is the Monkey (Chuen). On 11 Monkey/CHUEN our Higher Mind was tuned to Love. There’s always a  higher place to go. In the Ascending steps to the 13th Tone of Answered Prayers. We can claim we’re Blessed. It’s higher to know the Reason Why. If you REALLY KNOW in a tangible way the Truth of Unconditional Love from a Creator Above, There’s a higher way to do everything, like repeating prayers to the Holy, Holy, Holy, and the Divine Aum 3 times.

The first time ANYTHING new happens, that’s the question – what happened? Sometimes we immediately see what we could have done better. I think I know why Tesla walked around the house 3 times before going in. You have to walk around the house to know it. (In your mind… take a stroll before you go in, like you really went in the door. See it all. Then, that’s the 1st round. Do all three. It’s a secret for those who choose to try it.

Tone 12 is about our Highest Human comprehension. It’s like being a child and someone says a stove is hot and  you know  it. But, then YOU REALLY KNOW IT when you had to get too close. Comprehension is a Divine Hand that can take any experience or thought and shine a light on it.

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11 Monkey / CHUEN – Dawn of a New Awakening: Day 11 of 13


On 7 Deer/MANIK the daily journal online reached the end. This is the Beginning, After. I’ll provide links to the daily Journal written the last round, and there are more to find from the search feature. It feels easier to understand as what’s going on, and you can discern the higher perspective that turns it around through the calendar.

My last journal on: 11 Monkey/CHUEN, February 8, 2021
Search “11 Monkey” for more.
February 2021 I was dreaming of Life AFTER COVID vaccine, like the end of solitary confinement. We were stopped one more time, to see the BIG PICTURE.


Greetings Beloved Kin,

11 Monkey / CHUEN

These past days have felt like a primary school lesson, or at least I’m using them that way. Since, AFTER, I was invited by a REAL Human Being to their home. It’s never happened here. (Once I had 50 friends come over for a football party in KC – just sayin. But, I guess I was normal and wholly going along then.)

My back went out – every possible thing that could hold me from walking out the door. Though, we listen and hear one another on the phone. We met long ago through work. Every suggestion we make to each other, is like something the other is excited to know about. We’re the same, but GRATEFUL for our differences we can share. And, SHE sees the cups and saucers at the invisible tea party. A FRIEND. Immediately after. There’s been a couple of emails… but, still hard to fathom.

So,  BOTTOM LINE – I’m still afraid to go out the door, evidently. I was given EVERY POSSIBLE excuse – that was real. I’ll spare you the 70 year old archetype who details every physical affliction between me and my cat. The WEIRD one that caught my attention  was  getting the hair curling blow dryer tangled, SO BAD I thought I’d just have to cut it out. I FELT the “cry and give up” moment coming. Then, I thought, I could turn this into a cycle, with a beginning and an end – that I’m going to push through. So, I decided, I would finish without cutting, however long it took. It was FINISHED.

I knew exactly where to find the address. Same story, different cycle.

I wasn’t so “collected” while this was going on. I was near tears from launch from the bathroom hair incident. In fact, I had to  give up 1/2 block before the destination. And when she texted to find me and ask where – I texted back, “at the f@#&ing Community Church.”  Then, what have I done. I haven’t had anyone I would allow to hear me do that. What will her husband think of me now? The blessing I found out later, was that they were laughing about it.

I FEEL like I’m in primary school – kindergarden – after  18 months isolation, and 10 years without a physical here BFF kind of friend. I was so afraid of screwing it up… my big chance. (From the outside, I show up like my journals – calm, collected, seem to know what I’m  doing. LOLOL

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10 Dog / OC – Dawn of a New Awakening: Day 10 of 13


On 7 Deer/MANIK the daily journal online reached the end. This is the Beginning, After. I’ll provide links to the daily Journal written the last round, and there are more to find from the search feature. It feels easier to understand as what’s going on, and you can discern the higher perspective that turns it around through the calendar.

My last journal on 9 Offering/MULUC: 9 Offering/MULUC, February 6, 2021
Search “9 Offering” for more. 
February 2021 I was dreaming of Life AFTER COVID vaccine, like the end of solitary confinement. We were stopped one more time, to see the BIG PICTURE.


10 Dog / OC

Greetings Beloved Kin,

It’s the day for Manifestation. And, I’m excited as a Dog to share as LITTLE as possible with you!

You’ll be happy, when you know the unknown. The first word count was 4044. Aren’t you GLAD you don’t have to read THAT!  I walked around a couple of times.

Before I started I wanted to make it short and to the point. It was buried in words. And, when I got to the end, I thought, “So Be it.” But,  then I remembered how I started. So, at the end, I promised fewer words for tomorrow. Then it hit me, it’s a do-over chance right now to create another experience from the same cycle of time.

I’m going to take a wild chance that the Creator can say through my fewest words possible a revelation and the point that mattered the most that I wanted to express… a  whole truth, short and sweet and say it once, for the first time, this way.

To figure out the day, you just notice if the Element of Air makes any sense to see it. You have to LOOK UP, North to see it, literally. And, foremost, you have to care what it means. I know it’s sketchy already – coming from another human being.

Dog’s have to be trained by a Master. A Dog will be what the master trains it to be. The dog is bound to the One for survival.  We think “dog’s life” but unless  they are free, they have sacrificed  ALL CONTROL through a Force of Love and the Beauty of sharing a free life of choices – satisfied by the One – anticipated.

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9 Offering / MULUC – Dawn of a New Awakening: Day 9 of 13


On 7 Deer/MANIK the daily journal online reached the end. This is the Beginning, After. I’ll provide links to the daily Journal written the last round, and there are more to find from the search feature. It feels easier to understand as what’s going on, and you can discern the higher perspective that turns it around through the calendar.

My last journal on 9 Offering/MULUC: 9 Offering/MULUC, February 6, 2021
Search “9 Offering” for more.
February 2021 I was dreaming of Life AFTER COVID vaccine, like the end of solitary confinement. We were stopped one more time, to see the BIG PICTURE.


9 Offering / MULUC

Greetings Beloved Kin,

I’ve had a lot on my mind. I had to speak a hard truth – raise a Hand to say no. The only thing unfinished is the reply. Jean-Jacques posted the song “Hand” and I reblogged, before I realized it was the Heart of the Matter.

Circa 1982-82 (my 33rd year).

The children’s father and I were raising two small children. The transition from a “party of two” to a “family of 4” wasn’t easy.  We relocated to Kansas. It didn’t get better. That’s another story.

I was a Bank Officer, going through a divorce with children, 2 and 4. On the day of the Board Meeting, the Chairman came to my desk and invited me to dinner. I made the kindest apology, mentioning my children. But that “wouldn’t be a problem.” It was going to be the finest restaurant and he would “double-dip” the babysitter. I could only say, I’m sorry, I can’t. The next paycheck was the last.

Everything happened in 1982 – divorce, bankruptcy, cancer and hysterectomy.

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8 Star / LAMAT – Dawn of a New Awakening: Day 8 of 13

8 Star / LAMAT



Greetings Beloved Kin,

I never missed you more than yesterday, trying to figure out what comes AFTER. I saw some new possibilities on 7 Deer/MANIK  – the balance of all there is and all that could be.

The COUNT goes on. What I was trying to do, was keep my Human thoughts out of it, and share  the highest thoughts I could hope to hold as the Balance. The Human  Being in me holds thoughts that are unworthy to share. That’s the reason I’m turning to higher hopes and aspirations.

WHAT I CHOOSE FOR THE MOMENT is sharing the Count I’m still keeping, links to the journals you can read about it, say what’s going on with ME – and  let YOU figure out what the aspects mean for yourself. Or instead of reading what was said, you could read to compare a change from one round to Before or After.

The  COOLEST  thing about the calendar and ideas you said were Genius, were the days  I couldn’t think of anything – but sharing what was going on WITH ME, was on the calendar – I just didn’t see it. When  we both saw it again  on  the same day, we BOTH GOT IT on the same day. And you gave ME credit for it.

That wasn’t the Truth. So, now I’m just sharing thoughts. If it sounds passionate, see if it’s the  Element of Fire day. If it’s IMIX, I’m probably talking too much.

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7 Deer / MANIK – Dawn Woman’s Blessing

The All-Important Craft Table!

I feel this message (below) is a creative and valuable one for each of us as we pray for endurance in these challenging times of remembering ourselves and at the same time, forging new heart pathways forward. 

Good morning, Jaguar Woman!

Here I am, taking a break to watch Saturday morning cooking shows but I want to share the making of a lightening color theme tobacco bag. 

The northeast woodland traditional overlay applique technique is used … a cross body shoulder strap with lightening color satin ribbon tassels will go on next. The design is a stylized flower and leaf in the northeast woodland motif.

It is constructed of cotton, lined, light weight and meant to hug the body, while at the ready to make a muluc offering while on a walk, morning sun ceremony, or making a faerie garden sit. Could be almost anything inside. The Traditional name for these are ‘possibles bags’. Don’t you love it? The larger bag, carried by both men and women is called a bandolier.

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7 Deer/MANIK (Cherokee, Deer/Ahwu’sdi)

Galactic Tone 7: Reflective. Seven stands as a mirror to divide light and dark and to reflect all that is and is not. Seven is associated with the source of creation and the flow of Divine Will. With a keen sense of ethics, Seven establishes purpose to current and future goals.

Deer/MANIK (Hand): Deer are spirit tools. Silence itself is a spiritual experience for Deer. For Deer life is a pilgrimage. Deer are dominant persons who defend the people and will make sacrifices for others. The spirit of Deer upholds the pillars of the four directions. With the power inherent in the number four, Deer pushes away bad influences or negative energies. Skill and quality of work are very important to Deer. They are presented with tools for every task in life and it is with these that they are able to rise above limitations. Deer has a habit of keeping every tool it has ever used. This leads to clutter and indecision, loss and procrastination. When confronted with promises not kept, Deer becomes stubborn, manipulative and evasive.

Cherokee, Deer/Ahwu’sdi: Symbolized by Constellation Galagina, the Stag, known as Taurus, the Bull. It does not include the Pleiades and Hyades clusters which in Cherokee are viewed as separate. To feed, gatherers of food and supplies, they enjoy rituals, ceremonials, feasts, the souls of hospitality, sociability. Freedom versus security issues often inspire leadership and unique solutions.  Combined with artistic and inspiring energies in harmony with lunar cycles, they nourish the clans. Totem-Deer:  A priest or shaman, a powerful person in general, to overwhelm an individual with one’s personal power, divination; inclined to become a teacher, healer, guru, civic leader, or politician.  Ability to create harmonic resonance.

[Text in italics was the primary source of inspiration for my journal. These are the sources that started my journey and they are the reference for interpretation each day. By providing the original text, I hope to offer a way to see what inspired my thoughts and by including all the aspects – allow for something more to inspire you. Mayan descriptions are those written by Ian Lungold. Cherokee descriptions came from multiple sources. Links to sources and other resources of study are offered on the Daykeeper Resources Page. ~Debra]

How is your spiritual path today?

7 Deer / MANIK – Dawn of a New Awakening: Day 7 of 13



7 Deer / MANIK

Greetings Beloved Kin,

Peak Tone 7 completes Human’s climb to Know the Truth. From the top of a pyramid we see “all that is” and “all that is not” the Truth. We were given a Way of Wisdom to see, through  the Vigilant Consciousness of  our thoughts for 4 days, the  Time to  see the  Truth all  around. After we’ve looked in every direction from our Human perspective,  it’s Time to see the Truth Above and Below. Tone 7 is a Divine Balancing place with the value of zero.

The DIVINE game of tic-tac-toe is played backwards from Human Reason. You never go for the heart first in the Center. If you build the Truth around the outside first, when you reach for the X in the Center, you win 2 times, either way.

In the South, they play from the Heart. Behavioral experts sat 2 pairs of children down for the game, and promised that whoever won would win the piece of candy for every win. The children in the North were “too smart” to win any candy. The children from Mexico took turns and doubled the win every time to share 2 pieces of candy. They BOTH won every time apply “REAL smarts” to the ends of Love. (If you told them the other children didn’t win any candy, they’d wonder, why? CANDY was the reason they were playing the silly game.)

Spirits from the North and South spin in opposite directions for One to See the Other – and our Self, in the Reflection. Tone 7 holds an Intention of Reflection, to see the image on the Water – where we’re right in the middle of everything and the REAL stairs in a Reflection will DRAW US UP, just like the descending stairs would, Below. Whatever we Imagine is the Place we begin, and the Truth we will know, AFTER we See from Above and Below.

When we see the Truth between us both ways we know the Truth of Light and Truth of our Shadow – our illusive image that never matches the proportions of our True Self.

We learn the Truth through repetition from the One Above. It works the opposite way in a mirror reflection. The more we repeat our self, the less EITHER side will hear of the Our Truth, because it IS NOT REALLY our Truth.  There IS a 2nd reason it’s right and worthy to repeat our self… besides not being heard  the first time, and ASKED.  We need to repeat our Truth when we make a mistake and we know the Higher Truth.

It was NO COINCIDENCE that in my cut/paste editing effort after an Internet connection kept going down… MY words were repeated in  the post. It was not my intention. Another REPEAT for clarification came up. The symbol of  144,000 days (KIN) is 260 kin x 4 times around 360 degrees. If you see how far a 12 (human) can go around to the 144,000 by 360, the answer is 400. The symbol of the left-over times it takes is 33.33. 144,000 days, the baktun, is NOT the measure of One Era of Humanity. That’s 13 x 144,000. To know the Truth of Answered Prayers, we have to LIVE by the Truth 13 times around.  We’re not “finished” without the Truth of the Divine Power Above.

Deer/MANIK is the Light of the Way we were given, and the Way that marks the Destiny of a Mayan priest. The Deer is the nahaul/essense of One that Follows a VERY COMMON  TRUTH,  we forget. The glyph illustrates a Hand that can also looks more  like a deer in some illustrations. The Circle represents Vigilant Eye of the  Deer,  one who stands in silence on the Truth of Holy Ground. Movement creates Time, and Time tells the Truth. The Deer only needs the Truth of the Moment,  watching all around.  A Deer sees danger coming from the FIRST Movement. They have PLENTY of Time to move, when the Deer sees to follow the FIRST SIGN of Truth. There is always so much more that’s about to come to light.


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6 Transformer / CIMI – Dawn of a New Awakening: Day 6 of 13



6 Transformer / CIMI

Greetings Beloved Kin,

The 1st trecena by the Yucatec in the North is marked by Master Numbers “to the nines.” The 20-day uinals are cycles of creation on a higher plane. From Position 1 to Position 19 are the pieces of the “sum of the whole.” The Number 19 is observed by some as the code/symbol of the Signature of God… 1 Above created by the Whole Investment (9). It takes 2 trecenas to complete the “light” and “dark” of the Truth – the first Light plus the wisdom of the experience. The Divine uinal, completes one Intention of Creation in one climb from the Alpha to the Omega.

Number 6 is a Divine Symbol as 2 x 3, two trinities aligned to the same end. Tone 6 is the Momentum created by a rhythm and pattern of movement. The Intention is learning to “go with the flow.” The glyph illustrates Death as change. “Something always dies when something new is born.” We are dying to our old life. Right now, we’re seeing the change – but it’s still unfamiliar as our New Way. We’ll get “way better” from now through every climb to the end. 6 is the “Divine Party of 4” where both 2’s are aligned in trinity with one another, and both “couples” are on the same page. That’s a force beyond the “3 Musketeers” that multiplies an exponential value.

Have you noticed any replays of the same lessons of truth? Look for smaller cycles – matters that have a beginning, an end, and it doesn’t matter anymore. We’re learning beginnings and endings with different angles on the same truth. My first GENIUS idea came from Ferris Bueller – on a RANDOM replay. It was the “end all” when a truth sank in. Now, it was only the start.

Truth can SERVE us when we look back and all around. It IS written in everything, and within every living experience. Yesterday, Today, and Tomorrow are equal to Before, Next, and After. A Divine pattern for Time is at hand on every scale of TIme… that marked beginning and revealed something new AFTER, at an end. Cause and Effect makes Truth as Clear as a  Bell.

On Tone 6 we are gaining ground by repetition. NOW is the legend for EVERYTHING the way it starts. We see an old life like an ancestor’s photo. Our new landscape looks better. In their face we know a “hard road” was the legacy for the Life that could carry on.

There are truths repeating themselves from the micro to the macro. The coincidence is the “slim odds” that we remember to look. One Above created the Universal Laws Below, and to be fair, must comply with them. That’s why Miracles can be seen in small ordinary things – always at hand. A Divine One Repeats himself when we’ve ASKED to understand. That’s the only reason we should repeat our self. Truth will repeat itself, when we never saw it before. Now we’re going to see how many times the Truth comes up everyday, and how ONE TRUTH changes everything.

Master Number 66 by Numerology is a symbol of Grace, Angels, and Blessings of Abundance. Is that what YOU think when you see it? Number 66 multiplies itself. Don’t you think of 666 when you see 66? Or is it just me? All the Sacred Numbers were veiled by intention, like the 13 of Answered Prayers. We can’t imagine why it would matter to associate something Divine with those numbers. 144,000 is also a Divine Number of Days in the Baktun cycle – representing an ERA of Humanity. A Beginning and End of an Era of humanity is a completed work of Human Creation. How far did we get this time? 33 is the Master Number of Actualization. 66 is Divine Genius in Motion toward an End from the Beginning.

Tone 6 raises by Momentum to the Intention of Flow. We’re getting the hang of our Higher Truth and we want to go with it. KEEP LOOKING TOWARD THE NEXT  DIVINE HARVEST. This Dream is worth the Time. There’s a Mystery that will be revealed. The Whole Truth must hold a Force of the Highest Power if humans covered it up. Power was covered up when we lost the Library at Alexandria. Calendars were covered up. Though, you can’t change the Hours of the Sacred Day. The Seasons repeat in a divine order.

Tone 6, and the Number 6 symbolize the force of Momentum that creates a Flow. We’re getting the hang of something. KEEP LOOKING NEXT TO THE DIVINE HARVEST. This Time, the Dream is worth the Time. Truth can “come to you” tomorrow. We’re claiming a legacy from the past. Dreams were cut short by divine circumstances. What Dreams were on your mind for the Spring in 2020? You may feel more prepared for the Bright Idea that came yesterday, than another dream you were thinking about for years.

CIMI offers the Comfort of the Midwife and Hospice Nurse. CIMI holds the Gift of Clairvoyance to guide ALL Major Life Transitions. CIMI (kee mee) can share the Truth of the End from the other side. CIMI is the side of the Creator that stands with the Life Line. CIMI is the Creator’s idea to share a Hand to Hold in Harmony and Equity. CIMI is the Demonstration of Intimate Friendship. We all need a place where we can let down our guard, and know we don’t have to steer. There’s someone at the helm moving Divine Thoughts forward, and they KNOW the matters close to our heart.

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