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13 Reed / BEN – Ascension: Day 13

Greetings Beloved Kin,

Guided by a Divine Mother’s Love the end from the beginning was a place where we belong. 13 Reed/BEN guarded the end, the symbol of Answered Prayers that is the Guiding Light for Family and Home. Reed/BEN is marked as a Time to Offer a Blessing to our Home, a place where we are given the Ultimate Authority over the Choices we will make. We are offered the Choice to create a Sanctuary where no one enters in, but those united as One Cause for the Whole. Every Chosen One will hold an equal place at the table and every altar will include room for 2 that kneel as One.

As we prepare for a Sacred Time to be wholly guided by Divine Spirit, we can dedicate a Time to the purpose. So we can enter in to a place that was prepared for us, and Remember the Love that is dedicated to our Time and Place.

In Times that call us to a purpose of Divine Communion with Spirit, the Elders shared the way to discern the Truth of every source for Inspiration. When we were called by a Feeling within, the first questions to ask were, “Who are you? What do you want?” They said all things want to be Seen and Acknowledged. We can see the dark or light and hold the Authority for every Choice we make. We hold the Consciousness to Know the Answer as soon as we ask the question. We know the feelings that move us closer or farther away from our own Truth of Love. We know what makes us feel better or worse.

Once we make a Choice to know, we hold the power to cast away from our door that which no longer serves a worthy purpose. We can rejoice in the blessing to Know and for the Consciousness of a Divine Choice that we are given to see and make for our self and all those who will abide within. When we recognize a spirit that imposes upon our Sacred Right of Choice, the Elders say it is wise to call upon all the Divine Powers Above, to the Creator, our Guardian Angels and Guides, and to Archangel Michael to escort them back to their own Time and Place.

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13 Reed / BEN – The Sower

The Parable of the Sower

13 That same day Jesus went out of the house and sat by the lake. Such large crowds gathered around him that he got into a boat and sat in it, while all the people stood on the shore. Then he told them many things in parables, saying: “A farmer went out to sow his seed. As he was scattering the seed, some fell along the path, and the birds came and ate it up. Some fell on rocky places, where it did not have much soil. It sprang up quickly, because the soil was shallow. But when the sun came up, the plants were scorched, and they withered because they had no root. Other seed fell among thorns, which grew up and choked the plants. Still other seed fell on good soil, where it produced a crop—a hundred, sixty or thirty times what was sown. Whoever has ears, let them hear.”

10 The disciples came to him and asked, “Why do you speak to the people in parables?”

11 He replied, “Because the knowledge of the secrets of the kingdom of heaven has been given to you, but not to them. 12 Whoever has will be given more, and they will have an abundance. Whoever does not have, even what they have will be taken from them. 13 This is why I speak to them in parables:

“Though seeing, they do not see;
    though hearing, they do not hear or understand.

14 In them is fulfilled the prophecy of Isaiah:

“‘You will be ever hearing but never understanding;
    you will be ever seeing but never perceiving.
15 For this people’s heart has become calloused;
    they hardly hear with their ears,
    and they have closed their eyes.
Otherwise they might see with their eyes,
    hear with their ears,
    understand with their hearts
and turn, and I would heal them.’[a]

16 But blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears because they hear. 17 For truly I tell you, many prophets and righteous people longed to see what you see but did not see it, and to hear what you hear but did not hear it.

18 “Listen then to what the parable of the sower means: 19 When anyone hears the message about the kingdom and does not understand it, the evil one comes and snatches away what was sown in their heart. This is the seed sown along the path. 20 The seed falling on rocky ground refers to someone who hears the word and at once receives it with joy. 21 But since they have no root, they last only a short time. When trouble or persecution comes because of the word, they quickly fall away. 22 The seed falling among the thorns refers to someone who hears the word, but the worries of this life and the deceitfulness of wealth choke the word, making it unfruitful. 23 But the seed falling on good soil refers to someone who hears the word and understands it. This is the one who produces a crop, yielding a hundred, sixty or thirty times what was sown.”


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12 Road / EB – Dawn of a New Awakening: Day 12 of 13

Deer Beloved Kin,

We are completing the 1st and foremost Understanding of Who We Are and what our Life was meant to be. Road/EB is also known as Human. One equal to the Whole of Humanity, our Highest Understanding about who we are, what we Love and the Power and Authority to choose it. We only have to Ask and wait our turn to Divine Time. As the Road to Destiny, EB shows the Road on Human’s head. The milestones on either side signify a Truth that marked a Time and Place that we wouldn’t forget. It’s personal Truth, only the experience is happening for everyone at the same time. Higher ways always lead to higher ends. It only takes Time.

I realize I’ve been jumping all over and around the journals to keep from remembering Fall 2021. The first try was hard. Somehow I carried on. I like the second try better. I know what makes me happy and I’m happier for everything that was so hard to leave behind. I didn’t feel like I had a choice for everything I wanted to do. It wasn’t Time until I realized that the Choices were an Offering that only I was given the Authority to make for myself. It’s clear that when you don’t know what you’re doing, you haven’t chosen a step that leads you to a desired destination.

We face the Truth at every cost to finally know a way our Heart was leaning within. Straight up is the only way to Lean to Grow. Unlimited ways unfold when we make choices for the future from the hard Truth we learn before. There’s an equal measure of Divine Truth that holds an exponential value of reaching for everything our Heart Desires. We weren’t designed to ever settle for 2nd best. Why would we ever choose it?

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11 Monkey / CHUEN – A Shared Spiritual Experience

Greetings Beloved Kin,

The longer the time I’ve continued on this journey, the more a Truth speaks for itself. There’s a Common Sense reason for all the “magic” we see. We don’t believe in “magic” – we KNOW, there’s a trick. The more Time that passes, the more I find Common Sense reasons that are directly related to Time and the Place where we See things from a different angle, or in a new light. Truth speaks on every scale, including our literary scale, the music scale, scales of perception, math, spatial consciousness, and moved to see different angles by CHOSEN Intentions of thought. My point is that I’m not as “woo-woo” as I might seem to myself, just because I’m trying to see things from a different angle. I never gave myself the Choice before. So then, it must have been “Divine Time.” Does YOUR life feel like it’s “divine time” for something to change? Do you really have a clue what “it is” that is the end-all happiness?

I only realized the power of the symbol in the Lion’s Gate, ordered on the date 08/08 every year. It sounded like woo-woo without some practical reason a Virgo needs to consider, to believe anything. It’s a Powerful Date by every Count of Time. The thought that “came to me” was about the Julian date, 220. A natural count of Time by the Moons was changed by Human Beings. The whole world agrees that hardly has a rhyme or reason by design, yet it does keep a relatively accurate count of Time. WE CAN’T CHANGE TIME. A Divine Authority doesn’t allow a choice for a scale of Universal Time – ALL Time. So, maybe Humans knew better that to tell a lie, without resolving some Truth that we’re looking to see every day. They can’t change the Time of the Equinox or the Solstice, or the Light of any Day. Destiny Kin 220 on the Tzolk’in calendar is 12 Sun/AHAU (Ian Xel Lungold’s Destiny Kin). 12 AHAU was conceived in the Galactic Week of 1 Offering/MULUC, born 260 days, plus 12 days, adds 4 times around times 3 to raise the Highest Light of Understanding for every Tzolk’in round. On the 220th day of Earth’s rotation, she leans to her highest angle, aimed at the Galactic Sun of the Milky Way… “the place the dog ran.”

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11 Monkey / CHUEN – Dawn of a New Awakening: Day 11 of 13

Greetings Beloved Kin,

Together, the Dog/OC symbol of Unconditional Love, and the Monkey/CHUEN’s Genius of Consciousness manifest the Beauty of Relationship. The Dog celebrates Life through all it’s Senses. Love is a Reason for living tomorrow. Sometimes it takes a Dog (or Cat) to get us out of bed. We’re lucky if we do so the First Movement of the Day can be an Offering for someone else. If we imagine the experience, we’d know why the Dog knows happiness. 

The Monkey celebrates the Consciousness to See and Know what’s going on during the Time of our Life – here and now, in the Moment. CHUEN has the Divine Genius to see the  Beauty of someone who would spring out of bed for us to serve our beck and call. Though, the only way the Game could carry on is if we took turns, Giving Back and Paying Forward. Our most beautiful Life could be the challenge – who wakes up the first. 

The Monkey believes “in the dream” – Conscious of a First Light of knowing a Divine Idea that could be the answer to everything. At least, it would be a curious way to start with a Divine End for each Beginning. The Monkey knows it only takes a Choice to Move on an Idea that could only return Unconditional Love in the end. Love is a Light every Human is attracted to See and Follow, when we stand together on Highest Holy Ground. 

To the Monkey’s way of thinking, the game could still get boring unless we re-invented it every morning. Half the fun is the mystery of a surprise. And a Dog knows that all we have to do is go outside, where Mother Earth will always share something new that we haven’t seen before. Even when we HAVE seen it before, Love is never so beautiful as it can be Here and Now. 

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10 Dog / OC – Second Thoughts

The nahaul of Dog/OC is the essence of “man’s most faithful friend.” The Dog is eager to forget the past for what is possible in the moment. Now is the Time that counts the most. A Dog always writes off an exception of behavior, so close to the reasons shared by the Monkey/CHUEN – the Dog can be reminded of a reason – it’s not the right time for one behavior or another. SOMETIMES it’s okay to jump up on people, but rarely.

The 1st Uinal of our year of 2nd chances, with double the effect for a Higher Cause on the 2nd try.

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10 Dog / OC – Dawn of a New Awakening: Day 10 of 13

10 Dog / OC

10 Dog/OC (Cherokee, Wolf/KANA’TI)

Greetings Beloved Kin,

Dog/OC is the living demonstration of Unconditional Love, residing in Position 10 of the “lords of the Day” sharing the peak position of the uinal with the Monkey/CHUEN in position 11. They create 2 Master Numbers by Mayan count as the Highest Reason for Creation, and Human’s faculty of Reason to employ our own Power to create the Beauty of the Experience.

Master Numbers 1010 and 111111:
10 Dog/OC offers the 10 of Manifestation for Human’s Discernment of  Truth, and the Higher perspective of the Uinal to magnify Truth seen from Above. The Tone reflects the Power of a Hand Above and a Hand Below. The Dog is Conscious of an opportunity to Love everything, holding the scent of the Treasure buried in the Heart. We can see the Beauty of Love in all the gifts the Dog brings home from the Joy that’s shared with every offering. 10 Dog/OC can help us claim the Truth that everything we do is tied to some end of Love we want to claim for our Self. The Dog is a pack animal that intends to share the scent to the treasure it finds on behalf of the whole.

This round, 11 Monkey/CHUEN, in Position 11, in the Year guided by 11 Deer/MANIK offers the Master Number 111111. The Dog ad the Deer/MANIK live for the Mission to Love. 11 is a wakeup call to the Highest Consciousness to see it’s Time to manifest Human’s Highest Creation of Love that can be known on the scale of the Haab round, a Planetary Experience shared by the Whole. CHUEN is the Weaver of Time that raises the threads of Beauty to make a Masterpiece from the whole tapestry of our Life. Between the two, we are given the Power to Know that Love created the best times of our life. It’s easy to see when we wake up to see the Truth we know as plain as day. Some days love doesn’t shine any brighter than an ordinary experience of everyday. Though, when it’s covered up, it’s the Truth we’ll look every which way to claim is still True, beyond every human limitation to wear love proudly on our sleeve, no matter how it looks in the moment.

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Part 2 of 1: Preparing for Vision Quest

Stepping in to a New World

Greetings Beloved Kin,

We have to create new traditions for Sacred Ceremony for the way things are today. The Elders say that it’s good to Initiate our Self in a world where a spiritual community is harder to find, for all our expanding choices “to be.”

It may be more likely if you don’t have a place to go in the world, or where there’s a “support angel” that is assigned only to your care through dedicated observation for your well-being. The Opportunity for a guided Spiritual Retreat is among the Ideas shared from Above to fulfill a Divine Purpose. By the Word, it had to be given in Harmony and Equity. It’s up to us to find a way and there’s always a way when we make the Journey in our imagination. Spiritual Experience is Free, and Available for the equal ends from every Time and Place.

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Visions of Spirit: Preparing for Vision Quest

Greetings Beloved Kin,

The next trecena, led by the Jaguar/IX is an invisible journey. The only Truth we know about our Self is the Dream shining from our Mother’s Face, when she held us in her arms. Maybe that explains when babies turn every which way from looking at you – when they feel someone looking too close for something they wanted to see.

It’s an equal priority to know the Truth of our Spirit. IX (eesh) symbolizes the Divine Feminine with heightened senses of discernment. A Jaguar feels the truth of vibration all the way around. We can feel things coming through every Spiritual Experience. Mystical experiences are impossible to share and expect anyone else “to KNOW” it’s the truth. They are only ours to hold in Secret – so the Power is Held for its highest purpose above.

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9 Offering / MULUC – Dawn of a New Awakening: Day 9 of 13

Mothers Dream by Debra Lee Darbro Malmos

Mothers Dream, 07/10/2022, Debra Malmos

Greetings Beloved Kin,

In the beginning, Mothers share their Dreams for the one that follows. A Divine Mother knows your own Dreams will be better. It’s hard to believe all the possibilities a Human Mother may share from the Truth of all her Human limitations. We’re likely to resist unless we see a Dream she created for herself. Sometimes Dreams feel like unrealistic expectations, and we only bound to fall short of Mother’s Dream.

Her Highest Hope is no more than the Dream we all hold for our Life, to know the possibility for Life, Love, and Happiness. A Human Mother can only share the Truth she’s known that’s Real… her own Love for the One that Follows. Every Mother Loves her child, and every Human knows their own limitations. The ones that were never there, couldn’t bear to see a failure they knew was inevitable. Worse than loving a child is losing their love before it’s through.

The Only Hope is an Offering of the Life she claims as her own is a sacrifice, seeing and acknowledging the Truth that their Heart will always be held by the Highest One Above. There’s a bigger picture to see in every story. It’s still a mystery to me. The Truth that matters is through every Offering our Heart and Mind is united again with all the Lights that shine from Above. Her duty ends when we’ve grown enough to find our own way.

We can’t be caretakes forever, without sending the message that the one below is not enough to do it for themselves. I thought caretaking was a good thing, until a wise counselor shared the truth. Even knowing the Truth, it’s hard to change a way that’s been seen as our only identity. We’re were all destined for that dark night of the soul when every Mother must make the sacrifice to Live again, the only Life she is given to carry all the way to its end.

The Big Picture is that Mothers Dream for us the Dream they are still Wishing for, if only they could start out New Again. We can’t change the past. We can only claim a Dream for the Whole for the Choices that will be made all around. When we offer the Truth of our limitations to the One Above, the Sacred Exchange is a hope beyond Faith that we were all given the Equal Chance, and Only God knows the end that’s Divine for the Whole.

in lak’ech, I’m another you – with more questions than answers about how Divine Dreams come true. The Only Hope will always be the One who can make every Dream of Love the Truth in the end.


The Journal Before, for After…

9 Offering/MULUC (Cherokee,  The River//YUN’WI GUNNAHI’TA)
Destiny Kin 9 (Master Number 99; Kin 9, Position 9 (Repeating number magnifies the Cause and Effect)
February 06, 2021, 02/06/2021



9 Offering / MULUC

Greetings Kin,

Peak Tone 9 holds the Intention of Patience. Our Transformation is completed when we step back to see the Big Picture. It’s said there can be suffering to bear for the lack of Insight, when we fail to follow this Very-Divine-Common thought.

For a Human Being of Duality to claim a Higher Truth – to change a Truth we already believe, we have to see the Higher Truth more than once. Lots of things can happen once. We start to pay attention when they multiply. ” There is more than one variable of Truth to see in numbers – and every thing. Actual numbers don’t matter after we’ve seen 3 commas and  know it’s “a lot of money.”

Every thought that’s born a test of Time is a Truth still Remembered. Truth held the longest is the hardest to change. A Seed feels it, and a baby bird knows it, breaking out of a shell… the peck we didn’t know would be the last, yet we hoped from the beginning. Suddenly, we SEE the New Life. The Dream that took forever happened in an instant.

On Tone 8 we completed Higher Thoughts that represented a New Truth about Love, and the Power it holds as a Force in the Universe. Love and the “Truth of Time” are Forces of the Universe. When stars are aligned for us Above and Below, we know we are in the Right Place for an Experience. Our Transformation of 1st priority sets the Cornerstone, the 1st milestone of Truth to anchor an ending to a Beginning.

Offering/MULUC is the symbol of Water everywhere from the Cosmos to our own Tears. Water is created from a Power beyond Earth, brighter and hotter than the Sun. Lightning breaks molecules of Air apart, to introduce a particle of Nitrogen, the building block for Life. MULUC holds the Element of Fire to change us. Our Light will be transformed into Living Water.

The glyph illustrates a single drop of water raised up above the Whole. Through an Offering we are Atoned with the Divine Mind Above. A Change is completed as we Feel the Divine Thoughts are REALLY the Truth. On Tone 8 all the matters of Human Life can fall away to the Truth of Life and BEING. Joseph Rael, “Beautiful Painted Arrow,” says, “You were given a Life. What will you do with it?”

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