MAYAN CALENDAR DAYKEEPER’S JOURNAL
9 Eagle/MEN is my own Mayan Birthday. Looking back in Time, I set foot on the Sacred Path of the Sun/Moon Dance on September 20, 2002. It was 3 Eagle/MEN, the day my path took flight. The only speck I could see from the beginning was the Light that shined from other eyes.
What I’ve learned in 20 years is that there’s so much more I want to know and how little I’ve seen of my own life, now that I know what I’m looking for. It’s no less beautiful to see it now, as long as I’ve seen it before the end.
I was always trying to see myself as the light in someone else’s eyes. Trying to find myself, I never thought of looking within. If someone could just tell me who I appeared to be. We “appear” in our own Dreams.
I began a journal online as the means of keeping all my thoughts in one place. When I tried to journal before it was left on pieces of paper, and a variety of yellow pads without any order. The whole reason is to see the order.
I was afraid of being seen so I didn’t sign my name in the beginning. I was only dedicated to one meaning and purpose to find a meaning and purpose for my life from a dark place that seemed to go on forever. Until, I came to my last hope. The ONLY way I could see was to totally invest myself in the One Thing in my life that offered any meaning to the experience of my life. It was an 8 Monkey/CHUEN, the day of the Daykeeper Initiation, that I wholly dedicated myself to the purpose of 260 days and 260 glyphs, just to make it as hard as I could – to KNOW I’d invested everything I had in the purpose.